27 Jan 2024
Dream
I dreamt about an ex boyfriend, Aaron, who passed away 16 years ago. I dreamt that I was still living in the same apartment complex I lived in while dating him, and that I was grieving his death to a friend. It literally felt like I was brought back 16 years and was going through the entire grieving process all over again. I was sitting there balling my eyes out crying, and discussing with this friend how truly happy and safe he made me feel, and expressing what a heartbreaking loss it was to lose him. All while memories of us and our relationship were somehow playing in the bs k of my mind during this dream. In my dream, this friend I was crying to also expressed her memories of how happy we were as a couple. I also remember it was raining or I could hear the rain in my dream. When I woke up I was extremely emotional, sad, and could still feel all the emotions from my dream-then I started to cry.