4 Sep 2024
Dream
I went to therapy, this place is so full of kids and it looks like a mess, i feel familiar and unfamiliar at the same time. Kids kept running around, in and out of rooms. At first it looks creepy and dark, then it became nicer when I go closer to the room where I'm supposed to be. I walked in the room to see the therapist, she knows me. It seems like I've been here before but I stopped after such a long time. She asked me "Do you know the hardship of acquaintances?", I said no. She then continues "Do you know the hardship with your friends?", I said no then yes in confusion. Then she asked the last question " Do you know the hardship with your partner or best people?" I said yes, then she realised something about me and started to flirt with me. She started to hint her personal issues, as she knows that I would ask about it, which is true, I did. I actually cared. She then talked about her problems while I listen, and we became very close in emotions and physical distance. I noticed it, and the whole time in my head was "does she actually like me or she's trying to do something to me because she knows something hmm?". It felt like she was doing it to show me my problem and to make me realise it. I then moved on to the second dream. I was with my family in a large mall and we were separated almost all the time, it feels like i was lost. If i look for them, my dad would be sitting downstairs, my sister would be in a store looking for some items, and my mom would be everywhere. There's this giant white disk outside the indoor balcony of the mall, and it spins subtly. I somehow crossed the balcony rails and stood on that disk unknowingly that I almost fell down, I had to react quickly, grabbing the rails to get in. Later, my mom crossed the balcony as well while i was yelling her not to do so, but it was too late and the same thing happened to my mom. When she got back in safely, we went around together and we went straight into the concert of 21 pilots band. I saw the drummer, josh dun, he was looking at me while performing and I got to fist bump with him , twice. After a song, someone forced a piece of paper in my hand, turns out it was the ticket to join a side show that i and another person were the lucky people to join. The host was looking at me while introducing the show, they were forcing me to join, but I gave the ticket to my mom, telling her to join for me while i run upstairs. When i came upstairs, it was quiet and i was alone at night. It was scary because upstairs is nothing but concrete columns, concrete floor and concrete ceiling. I could see the moonlight shining up this place. Then it became morning and i was wearing a high quality black and white suit. I saw some guy was in a hot tub in the corner of this place. It's a weird-looking magical tub as it has a nature touch that makes it look like a 150cm hot stream, but it was on the second floor. It doesn't even look like a tub, and it only opens small holes for people to step in the close it around the human body, which makes it also look expensive. When I look down, there were people downstairs playing around on a grass field, it looks like this place is where rich people come to hang around. I had an assistant coming for me and informing me about important businesses, but I ignored him immediately and started to climb a concrete column. I held it and felt my body was light, then i looked down trying to see where to put my feet and push. I did it and my hands reached the floor above, thought to myself about how proud i was to be able to do that for the first time in so long, then i decided to come back down. I then met 4 guys in navy suits, they're brothers and CEOs of something. It seems like we're in the same business. They looked half white and hispanic. Using a super advanced technology, they projected their individual photos with the same beautiful rock background on the thin air. Then we sat in the corner, behind a huge rock. It was a personal meeting and they were talking and crying, being emotional about a brother quitting his job. The oldest brother said sweet and empathetic words, it was nice for them. Then it turns out that the consequences of that brother quitting were pretty huge, all of them are gonna lose the job and I saw the brother who was quitting felt sad shameful, and regretful. I then gave a hug to the oldest to comfort him and the atmostphere.
