25 Jan 2024
Dream
my cousin & I decided to go for a walk, because I’d been to wherever we were (in the dream) & told her I thought she’d like it
on the walk / hike, there were white people with their kids, some alone, some on bikes or with their dogs, all on the trail/roads we were on
I consciously acknowledged the surroundings starting to change and feel unfamiliar and uncomfortable but we eventually got to this store / bar place with a pool table & I told her I had to go get something & I’d be back
I left my cousin, then went on my own walk and it was an actual hike like on a dirt road, mountain trail type thing
People were still passing, families, couples, singles, bikes & dogs but they were all looking at me weird
a few bikes almost ran into me, they seemed like they didnt see me til i said words ??
one person had a kid on a tricycle & maybe somebody with them and said “sorry for starring, but i’m just wondering… do they even let black people here?”
& i didnt here the person at first so i said “huh?”
they said “oh, i’m just wondering what you do when it gets dark around here”
& i remember by this point, i was panicking trying to find my way back to the place my cousin was so we could go home, there was a kinda steep dirt hill and some metal fences that i was trying to navigate thru the white people to get to when this person ^^ started talking to me
so my response was “i don’t come out after dark, thats why I’m trying to get back”
& they just had a creepy, sinister ass energy & didnt say anything but i heard “good luck” in my head
my heart was racing & i was moving faster & frantically now
& eventually i saw the place my cousin was, started kinda running & when i got to the door there was a black man (i thought)
then in my head i said “a black person???” then looked up and he turned into a white dude??? it was like the black was an illusion or he only looked that way in a certain light?? but his darkskin faded into white and then he acted friendly in a very uncomfortable way, on some get out type shit
when i got into the building my cousin was playing pool & listening to music w a group of white boys our Age-ish
she looked like she was having fun, i told her we had to go then everyones energy got super creepy and froze and i said “NOW” then i woke up