6 Jan 2024
Dream
A graffiti gate opens a universal grid, penguin body invited by another bird inside. The waves crash against the rocks, I take a seat to wash my head under a beach foot shower, snakes come from in between the cracks and bite my sides. Three, until I couldn’t pull the last one off and woke up. I named the dream snake eyes, because my ex boyfriend encountered me, asked me “do you want to get back together”, I felt hestitation, but disappointingly said yes. His eyes were pericing puppy, so soft, we may still be entangled there. Reminded me of a look my father has given me, in a sense of apology or regret. I also saw my ex bestfriend, working in the kennedy coffee shop we used to own, another name of a friend, her father was the ceo after it was handed off, she said she had broken up with her current boyfriend and had gotten together with an older man. The last part includes a snow hill, rolling a tire down, accumulating snow, trying to get it to a layer of ours, but it collapses into snow dust at the bottom of the hill, in front of a town square, and a cathedral with hundreds of people inside.