25 May 2024
Dream
i had a dream i went to sleep and i was a little girl in a weird place the sun rose and looked like an oil painting it had a face and pondered its existence and the face was filled with sorrow, and it painted itself adding more details to its face and the shading on its yellow skin. as i came into that weird world i loaded in being built up by legos then i was complete and i was a normal person. there was a strange landscape laid out, everything looked like a painting in this area, it was bright with the sun with a face looking over a mountain, and i was in a little run down and abandoned house. it had no roof or doors and the walls were giving in. i stepped out of the house in the warm meadow and started to walk somewhere, i found a gloomy and cold damp town, with brown brick buildings with chimneys and lit street lights. i went to school somewhere and i was a white little girl for some reason, i dont think it was really me i was just in a 3rd person pov where my perspective followed her around. she met a little boy from the strange place and they liked each other. she would plan days where she could see him in a back ally at night but it was dangerous because everyone was hunting her for some reason. she was a star, and everyone wanted to capture her, she was caught by a ship while she waited for the boy and it flew out of the strange place's orbit, they kept her in a glass orb where they couldnt lose her because she was almost microscopic to them, the only way they could identify her was from her glow. but since she was so small she ended up getting away and they didnt notice because she was tiny, and they confused another small speck for her. she found the boy again and they just sat in a dark gloomy ally underneath a building that was wet and cold with a chimney puffing out smoke and a lit window and a bridge above them, they sat there and talked before the boy had to go, then the girl asked when she could see him again. the girl also could change her hair color at will somehow, so her hair was ginger that day. the boy told her he liked her hair when it was ginger and that it was very pretty. the girl was naturally blonde, she had ribbons in her hair tying them into pigtail braids. the boy left then another of the giant space creatures that were hunting her for some reason found her, and they took her again. she was trapped in the glass orb again and the pov was zoomed out to where the giants looked normal and she looked microscopic. she was so small they could hold her between their two fingers and she'd look like a speck of glowing dust. she was rescued by two people who seemed to know her that she didnt recognize. they took care of her and protected her, somehow her hair had changed to a dark blue, with little stars in it. they asked what happened to her hair, like they knew she was naturally blonde. she went into a little video game-like select menu and changed it to ginger, and said "he likes my hair when its ginger" proudly with a smile. then she was at school again, it was almost time for a holiday in the weird world that seemed similar to christmas the girl thought, where the entire town would get together in the middle of the night for an event and celebrate. but it was also the girls birthday, she didn't know how but she just knew it was. the boy turned around from his desk to tell her that it was his birthday, and the girl was surprised, she said to him, you share 17 photos with me and i'll share 14, she meant childhood photos, she wanted to plan something for him, whenever the girl spoke it sounded sweet and like a song from an old disney movie, she spoke in rhymes and with a melody to it. the girl and boy had a poetic story together. school was over and it was night time now, it was still cold and damp but the ground was also scattered with a little bit of snow, the girl planned to go to the same alley she always went to where she would meet the boy but then there was a horde of people in a formed line all heading in the opposite direction as her, singing a song in unison, she saw that two people that looked like her grandma and her sister were also in the crowd so she decided to join them. they walked and were met at a small caboose like vehicle that everyone got onto, and then she saw the boy on one of the cabooses as well. she got on and it started to drive on a track in a large circle, it was like a fair ride. but then a song started to play and then images started to form, it was photos of the boy and it seemed like an event for his birthday, the song ended then photos of the girl started to appear, and they played a song for her. the ride was over and the girl went to talk to the boy. she said to him that "this place is so magical i just wish that it was real, but im only dreaming." the boy said to her "dreaming? while you may be dreaming, this place is very real." the girl said to him "im from somewhere very far away then, i've never seen a place like this before. if only i could stay here, but im going to wake up soon. when will i see you again?" the boy didnt get a chance to answer, because before he could speak the girl was gone. now i was the sun again, painted with sorrow and pondering on if i or the world im in is even real. i remembered everything that happened in the last world, like i had woken up from a dream and i was going to write it down, but i realized i wasn't actually awake halfway through writing it and recalling everything that happened, then i was frustrated that all my work wasn't real and i'd probably forget it all when i really wake up.
