Dream Meanings

24 Jun 2026

Dream

Last night I had a using dream. In my dream, I relapsed, and started using with people that I considered and still consider friends of mine to this day. I went back to using and I went back to using with them. Because of the shame around my substance use and the relapse, I hid it from Travis, my husband. And even though hiding my substance use, in my waking life, is one of the worst mistakes I have ever made, I did it all again. I wanted to hide my experiences, to hide my sadness, to hide my shame, to protect Travis and myself from the repercussions of my decision to use again, after all these years of sobriety. I went through extraordinary measures to prevent Travis from finding out about my relapse, but ultimately he did found out and he was completely devastated by it. He was so hurt by the fact I didn't feel comfortable telling him that I had relapsed. Travis was livid. He was so angry, he refused to even look at me, let alone talk to me for the rest of the entirety of the dream. I remember doing anything and trying everything I could just to get him to talk to me, just to say one thing, anything. It didn't matter what it was, as long as he said something to me, I'd do it. He never did tell me what he wanted. I knew what it was anyway. He wanted me to have been strong enough to stay sober, to choose him and our lives together, over one single thing, a drug. I couldn’t even do that. I couldn’t do that for him, so he wouldn’t do what I wanted from him. He knew how much it hurt me, that he wouldn’t even look at me, let alone say a single word, and continued to do it. He continued to ignore my mere presence. Honestly, I couldn't blame him. I was just as or more upset with myself than he was with me, but the fact he wouldn't even look at me,stuck with me, and in my head. I ended up having to abandon our marriage and our vows to one another, because I felt that his life would be better without me. That's what we promise, right? We promise to have and to hold, to protect each other, and the only way I could protect him was to leave him. I needed to remove the cancer in his life, and that cancer happened to be me. So, 1 watched him walk away from me, knowing that I would never see him again. And for a brief moment, I felt relief. I was relieved of this weight I had been carrying. He would be happier without me. He would find another love without me. I woke up longing for a hug from him. I just wanted him to hold me. It all felt so real.

23 Jun 2026

Dream

First day of sophomore year of highschool and I go into this classroom and it’s this cute masc lesbian (for context, freshman year I had a cute masc lesbian for my algebra teacher and she always flirted with me) so she introduces herself and she keeps looking at me. Then the bell rings and I’m in the hall way and see my old algebra teacher and she says “HI MALIA DID U HAVE A GOOD SUMMER?” But then she gets flooded by the amount of students trying to get passed her. So it turns out I have her class for homeroom and I’m asking her about the Chromebooks and she says it doesn’t matter which one I get. Then a student comes up to her and asks for a hug and then the she kisses her. Then I say “hey where’s my hug” and she smiles and hugs me and leans in for a kiss and I peck her and then hug her again tighter and she says “ok girl let go I can’t breathe.” (It felt very real) then she says “dang both of y’all didnt really wanna kiss me” and I did but didn’t say anything. The girl stared at me with a blank face and idk if she was uncomfortable or upset that I also kissed my old algebra teacher. So then I yell out “I got sloppy seconds lol” and everyone laughs and my old algebra teachers is surprised I said that and she says”girl…”

22 Jun 2026

Dream

okay so my sister was hosting a party down here in philadelphia where most of my mom side lives mind u she live in BALTIMORE now but n like i was with my boyfriend/talking stage and we were both going to my house so i could get ready for my party. He’s never been to my house and my mom and all my sister were at the party but my grandma was at my house for some reason so me and my talking stage got to my house and i started getting ready then we left but halfway into the walk towards the party i said i forgot my perfume so i had went back to my house and my talking stage ended up going to the party by hisself (he’s never met my family before) and he had called my mom and she asked him who he was and he said he’s my girlfriend and she let him in then he called me while i was at my house and asked me what time i was coming because i was taking to long. I told him i was almost ready because i was still looking for an outfit and sprayed my perfume on me then left. idk when this part came up but somehow he was walking with me and he was with his mom i think i met up with him somewhere but he was with his mother and he told her i was his girlfriend and i was smiling hard and looked up to avoid the contact with her because im really shy when meeting new people especially one of his parents and she gave me a house and kissed me on my cheek and introduced herself and i introduced myself to her and when i was looking at her she was like light skinned or mixed but i don’t know what she really looked like in real life because ive never seen her before but i was looking at her face then i looked back and my talking stages face and i was comparing their facial features and they had the same lips and stuff and that’s all i remember (i compare peoples families identities alot)

22 Jun 2026

Dream

My dreams have been CRAZY for almost a week now! I'm talking and even YELLING in my sleep! I keep having dreams of MAJOR BUG infestations and horrible tragedies. Not NORMAL BUGS either. Like HUGE ALIEN BUGS that attack humans and animals. And, of course, like all my other dreams, I'm trying to save the animals. But in one dream we were in some kind of cave like grotto with waterfalls all around it and i could here it raining down. But then it turned into buzzing and i noticed there was webs growing SUPER FAST on all the plants around us. Then they hatched all at once and there were these giant flies that attacked us and sucked onto my arm/hand and I couldn't get them off. I've also dreamt about GIANT worm things and ALL KINDS of weird bugs. I HATE BUGS. I've also been dreaming a LOT about my passed loved ones, like my mom, dad, best friends. I dreamt I talked to my friend kaydee on the phone. And my mom almost EVERY NIGHT. Then the other night I had a dream I was with all my girlfriends and some group of guys I didn't know. Then the girls stopped looking familiar and started being really mean to me and made the guys be mean to me too, like they were trying to get me to leave. So I got in a fight with one girl and I pushed her into a GIANT POT of boiling spaghetti sauce on the stove and you couldn't even see her head, just bubbles, and I freaked out! My dog woke me up becuz I was YELLING "GET HER! GET HER!" Out loud! Last night I dreamt I was in a big city, bit I didn't know where I was. I was trying to get on some kind of train to find my way back to my mom. When I finally got back to the middle of the city(that I think was actually MY SMALL TOWN just SUPER DEVELOPED), where everyone was supposed to be, we heard an explosion and looked over to see a plane crash and saw the clouds of smoke/fire and it even melted my sunglasses I was wearing. I went in a store to buy a drink but I had MY DAD'S WALLET! I sat at a table looking through the wallet(which had jewelry in it(i just had to pawn my g-ma's ring IRL to pay my phone bill😪) and the last thing I thought was that I needed to call my friend Quanita,( I think i heard she might've passed away but I'm not sure) who I haven't talked to in YEARS! I know I missed a LOT of details, but I could write a novel becuz my dreams are so vivid/detailed, and I have SEVERAL a night.

22 Jun 2026

Dream

The first part of my dream, I was in a VR world within a VR world within a VR world. In one world I fell asleep in VR and in the VR game there was a huge mansion. I unlocked the whole house but I wasn't done the game completely but then I had found out that people's information was getting linked through the game so I had to restart the game when I was in the lobby which was in the mansion and I was with a bunch of people that may or may not be in NPCs. I made a friend there named Anna but I was trying to figure out whether or not she was a person or if she was actually a npc I introduced myself but for some reason she was convinced that I was an NPC so I follow her and I say try to convince her im not. Before the game starts. For some reason my coworker was there Susan saying she had the information leaked that she played the game and had to restart. I take off the VR headset because I'm starting to feel disoriented because I fell asleep in the game. So I got up out of the room into the hallways and it seemed almost like a maze. There were so many different doors and rooms I'd never seen before with a bunch of people I don't know but around my age. I was going around each rooms. Accidentally going into rooms with people that are sleeping and disturbing them. Then there was a room full of people my age and I was talking to some of them. Then I was back in the VR game and there was a bunch of people in the lobby and I was trying to add them but I couldn't remember who was who. I loaded into the game in a room with two beds. I loaded into the game and I was in a co-op with Isabel. Me and Isabel arent close but it was interesting that she loaded it to the same game. The game starts when we start customizing our characters. We stand in the mirror and I start to change my face. Pet some boy, me and a bunch of other players were running around trying to grab outfits quickly cuz there was dress and stuff everywhere. I grabbed a few things but I wasn't sure which one I wanted and I wasn't changed into it yet and basically the time was up so I didn't get to choose. Then some handsome guy comes in shirtless and tries to seduce Izzy and then she gives him a glass of water. Then it's my turn he comes over I try to avoid him but he kisses me and I drop a glass of juice I was supposed to give him then he turns scary and a bunch of girls hide him in the closet while we get out. I lead Izzy down the dark hallway with a flashlight every now and then there would be a zombie but when we flash a light at it, it's human again. Eventually we made it to the safe spot in the mall. And then I explained the game to her. The rest of the game is a giant mall or a resort or something like that. Once you get to certain points in the mall, you can secure them with lights and then you're safe. During the day there's you know a bunch of people everywhere and they're all just enjoying them all. Some of them are tourists like me and my family and Izzy and then some of them were here before. The people that are here before we're exposed to some kind of chemical from an accident. So basically all the people that were here before they turn into zombies at night at 8:00 and then during the day they're human again. And to survive the night you have to weave through these zombies with a flashlight and when it use the flashlight on the zombies to make them people again whilst the light is on them. It's daytime again and I'm trying to warn everybody to hide or run before it gets dark at 8:00. Once it starts to get dark people start turning into zombies and I try to take my family into a safe area. Eventually we try to get away and fight back but sometimes we die and then come back again. One time I managed to get a whole group of people safe. I try my best to guide people through the game and explain how it works, but sometimes I don't listen. I was with my mom and we got separated with my dad. She was really worried about him but I said that she can't worry about it because there's nothing we can do. Then everything started turning into zombies again as the sun goes down so I jumped into the lake with her and I said just me this will be better. I knew we would die in the big thing of water cuz there was a giant monster in there but it was more painless death then getting torn up by zombies again and again. Once I responded I was able to get a little group to safety. Every now and then some scary stuff would happen and I just had to tell them that it was just an Easter egg and nothing would actually happen. Then that's a boy that was like a large cafeteria area with my family and The other side of my family. my cousin was sitting with her mom and was trying to get me to hang up with her and I explained to her that I would be busy with my friend. I explained that she'll understand when she's older. I told her that she should hang out with the grandparents. Grandma was trying to get out of it and being a smirky little b****. Basically I went on a huge rant about how horrible my grandmother is. Chelsea didn't like the grandparents either but I said to her I'm like well. Trust me you got the better treatment out of all of us. Grandma, it's your dad so you'd have a smirk on her face and say wow. I raised my kids with a strict schedule. I looked at her and said oh yeah I guess that read really well now. I said look at how anxious your son is. He's always people of pleasing and trying to do what they want to keep peace. Then my dad jumps in like everything is fine saying that oh I wasn't their fault that he just does it to himself. And I got mad and I said my grandmother He was a child. Just trying to put all the blame and bs on my dad. I ranted about a house today. She treats my dad and my mom and myself and a whole bunch of other stuff. Then I start ranting to my moms mom and sister about all the s***** things that they've done too that I was fed up with wasn't able to talk about. Exactly everyone started to leave except for my mom's mom and sisters. I also yelled at my grandparents then I Said it was their fault that I was on lexapro and that they're the ones that should be paying for my meds. That it was a zombie game again and this puppy was all they're going to be buttoned down cuz it would turn into a zombie so I had to put it down. Then there was a group of survivors and then it turns night. So I had to try to see as many people as I could. I wasn't able to so we all ran to the cars me and my family and my animals survived and a few others as well and they all jumped into cars and just kept driving.

21 Jun 2026

Dream

I had a dream that there was this strange music coming from a cave, the music after like a minute we finally zoomed into this cave girl smashing open this cave that had a big bone as the door. eventually she had smashed most things up as she almost got eaten by this like bone dinosaur thing in not sure. Turns out there was another guy in there with her who was fighting this monster thing, eventually the girl jumped down from the top of this balcony thing with a glass shard in her hand shaped like a teardrop and slammed it into the guys neck and slit his throat, killing him. after that they turned round and there was this guy who I’m guessing is evil who was hiding in the shadows, I’m guessing this was their big bad enemy. He had his legs crosssed and was like floating on a cloud but his upper torso was visable. He told them like “bravo” and well done and stuff and then challenged them to kill him, she then grabbed something im not sure and killed him, but he came back to life / didn’t die at to begin with. making them aware he has immortality, then they moved to a new room with new stuff in the cave and they kept hitting him with things, finally the girl found a large tile and hit the evil guy over the head with it a bunch but he didn’t even move it just made contact and bounced back every time. suddenly the dream shifted to my house, for some reason they were sat on my upstairs hallway floor near my cupboard with my boiler in. The guy asked me if I have a necklace from my grandma. I said yes and pulled out a ruby necklace and he jumped asking if it was from a lady called dot. I said yes and he said we need to use it. I then get defensive and started telling him the necklace means to much to me and I don’t want it to go missing or broken and eventually he said we needed to make the evil guy eat it, and that the necklace was called “the dotters dot necklace” because it had a red oval gem in the necklace hanging on my neck. and then the dream ended. I feel like I should clarify, I don’t own the necklace at all they showed. however I do have a necklace I haven’t taken off since I got it from a woman who I like to think as my grandma. she passed away just under a week after I got given it. it’s this tear drop necklace with these clear diamond like gems across the surface of it, it also has one big diamond-like gem in the center of the teardrop. this necklace is very sentimental to me and I’m not sure if that’s why a necklace from my grandma and it’s an oval red necklace appeared in the dream, maybe because it links to my real life necklace.