Dream Of Trauma And Connection

So my first dream I was here in bed and my body kept aching between my legs. Everytime I scooted my butt toward the wall- Teddy would rub his finger against my ass. I was so horny and desperate that even though it scared me I couldn’t seem to stop or control myself and I kept doing it until he put a whole finger inside my ass. My next dream I was at college but it turned out I was in a class I didn’t know about. Film so I had to catch up. I was kinda running around there tryna figure stuff out. There was a long haired guy there. Dark hair. I can’t remember this part super well but basically he was abused growing up and super traumatized by a lot of things. Scared of the dark. And he really liked me partially because he didn’t seem weak or like a coward in my presence. In his eyes, I was the scared needy one and not him anymore which made him feel like a man. And I never made him feel bad when he was scared. I always gave him excuses and supported him. I always made him feel safe as a man. And being with me made him happy because he no longer felt weak because finally he was taking care of someone that was also traumatized and needed him. He felt like he mattered. And then the dream ended where I became Becca from Pitch perfect and I was sad so I went back to my dorm room and one of the objects in my purse started talking to me. Acting like a parent or something and trying to get me to talk about my emotions. Pretending to be some kinda supernatural creature. But then the scene changed to Fat Amy in a basement and it turned out she just hid this object in my purse or something and she was pretending to be someone else cause she was so worried about me that she wanted me to have someone to connect too. And then the dream ends with her being like a ninja.