Hi Dani,
In your dream about the music video on a 4-tiered boat, the imagery of the party represents a social setting or aspect of your life that may seem grand and exciting. The boat breaking and models falling into the water could symbolize instability or unexpected changes disrupting what was initially a fun and glamorous situation. This might relate to feelings of insecurity or uncertainty in areas of your life where you previously felt confident.
The presence of your boyfriend and the issue with the dating app Hinge suggest underlying concerns about your relationship, possibly trust or commitment. Your request for him to delete the app and your hesitation about whether you're being too demanding might reflect a desire for reassurance and a deeper commitment, as well as a fear of appearing controlling or insecure in your relationship.
Looking at your previous dreams, there's a pattern of seeking validation or clarity, like the dream where you were unable to write down the dream or the one involving the psychic helping you wake up. These dreams, including the most recent one, hint at a search for control and understanding in situations that are confusing or out of your hands.
Connecting to your life events, your dream could be touching on your experiences with your father's past alcoholism and your mother's addiction, both situations where you had no control. Your professional life, working with your dad, might also contribute to these feelings of uncertainty, as you've expressed feeling trapped and not reaching your potential.
Your biography suggests that you value stability and commitment, given your history of a serious long-term relationship and the impact of your parents' addictions on your life. This desire for stability might be at odds with the current state of your personal or professional life, causing some of these anxieties to surface in your dreams.
In summary, your dream reflects a mix of desires for stability and fears of instability in your relationships and professional life. It seems to be a call for you to evaluate where you stand in these areas and what you truly want for your future. Remember, dreams are a way for your subconscious to communicate with you, and by reflecting on these patterns, you can gain insight into your emotions and desires.
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