Dream Of Isolation And Rejection

first, I was rejected by my school friends because of a mistake I make, I couldn't sing in front of the public, they hate me and isolated me from anyone else, I was alone, then my friend kareiza is furious towards me, because I told his insecurities to a stranger, he is very mad and avoids me. Then there was an event for us to meet, Alumni, I saw my crush bestfriend Nadine, I wave at her, she stared in hatred and agony, for the painful statement I once gave her, Nadine then waved at Danish, I am sad, so I try to go talk with Danish and chitchat, but Danish, my bestfriend, insulted me, he hated me for what I did to Nadine, so he abandons and evicts me from his group, I am alone, Nasfi is dead. Then herry, my teacher, who rejected my home work assignment and gave it no value, talks to me, we had a chitchat, the school bell starts to ring, Mr herry then said "it is okay if you stay here, and if the teacher asked you, why you were late, tell them you were with me. " I then went back to my classroom, the teacher asked why I was late, I answered the truth, but the teacher said Mr herry doesn't have the authority to do that, so I am in the wrong, I insisted that he hold me there, he told me it's fine instead, but they were not rational, they were being Kafkaesque, they won't believe me. So they gave me detention and called my parents to the school, I was cornered, no one thinks that Mr herry is guilty, they instead were furious and mad at me, I tried to lie so that they would maybe believe me more, but I was wrong, they knew that it was lies, and cornered me more, I am frustrated, scared, hopeless, regretful, sinful, and vile.