Jen, I've reviewed the dream you shared, and it seems to carry significant emotional weight and symbolism. The presence of the two Hispanic girls, lost and in need of care, could represent an aspect of your life where you've found yourself unexpectedly responsible for a situation or others' well-being. Your nurturing response by taking them in and calling the police indicates a strong sense of duty and compassion.
The heart-wrenching experience of your boyfriend's death in the dream, while on the phone with authorities, suggests deep fears of loss and helplessness. The vivid colors you describe, his transformation to grey and blue, could symbolize feelings of grief or worry that are possibly linked to aspects of your relationship or to your boyfriend's well-being. The old-fashioned black phone might be an emblem of communication issues or a connection to the past.
The abrupt appearance of the old man with a bicycle trying to enter your house after your boyfriend's disappearance could imply a fear of intrusion or disruption in your life. Your action of closing the door on him might reflect your desire to protect your personal space and maintain boundaries. The supernatural and ghostly elements of the dream indicate a sense of unease with things you might feel are beyond your control.
This dream, with its intense emotional level and negative feelings, appears to be a manifestation of underlying anxieties and the burden of unexpected responsibilities. Notably, in previous dreams, you've encountered themes of protection, confrontation with past relationships, and financial concerns, all of which could be influencing your subconscious fears and anxieties that are presented in this dream scenario.
Given the recurring themes of protection, loss, and financial worries in your recent dreams, it seems like there are consistent threads of concern woven throughout your dream experiences. These dreams could be reflecting real emotions and situations in your waking life that are commanding your attention. It's important to consider what these repeated symbols and themes might be indicating about your current state of mind and life circumstances.