Dream Of Falling In Love In Iran

I was traveling across the globe, saw the world map & that i was on my way to Iran. Me & a handsome young ish man fell in love & wanted to marry, he was white & had brownish or black hair with brown eyes. Iranians not only shat in public but they'd just sit on the dumpster looking thingy & poop in small paper bags & leave them there. There was a kid who collected them & he liked his job, he was also the 1 to turn us in when me & that guy were kissing in dark, the boy almost accused me of zina. Me & the guy were trying to hide our affection to one another & would do a tiny dance secretly whenever we were around his family members. We somehow got married & were about to have sex in a corner of what looked like a park or a tennis court, he was a virgin & he was eager to try having sex sideways, us facing each other. I missed my mom a lot & tried calling her but she immediately declined the call which made me teary eyed as it was our wedding day & the guests were sad over that, too. I also tried calling her cuz she knew Spanish & could've communicate with my fiance's dad. I was back in Finland, Alex was driving me around & jokingly was about to crush the car in a pile of snow & there was a really steep, bumpy downhill & we saw an interesting car & i told him we could've have crashed into that if he wasn't driving properly. We were thinking were to drive, he took me back & forth, he parked sideways & i asked him if there was any place where he could teach me how to drive or i could just try driving. A man came to us asking what was Alex studying, he told him he had a degree in business & administration, he also asked.e if i had been to school & i said yes to the high school & vocational ones, he looked at me knowing i got married, i told him he was living in Iran & he told me abc didn't sign the contract. I went back to Iran a year later & was speaking Farsi fluently, we were expected to have a house & kids by now, tried talking to his family members of his slight impotency but he told me they didn't discuss such things in public, he looked a lot older. His grandma wasn't fond of me or something. My sister asked how did we meet & i told him at a disco & how i thought he should've stayed with girls his age.