Dream Of Death On Train Tracks

I had a dream where Brooke and I went to a beach bar concert thing and at the end I was like we should get a drink and she said she couldn’t cause she was driving and that I couldn’t bc she couldn’t. I told her that I’d give her the money back for the drink and she expected me to hand her the cash. When I didn’t have it she got upset and stormed off. I’m listening to Sueco apparently and he starts singing about his mom and on the board is a diagram. Something about how preparation leads to faster efficiency and da da da or whatever. If I’d remember it it would be helpful. Then the next morning I was talking to Yazan in the rain and I was telling him how when I was younger I used to have “rain days” much like snow days. Where is go out in the rain and play and then I’d come back inside and shower and it was nice. Him and I were talking and it was a good conversation with substance I didn’t want it to end. But it did. Somehow Yazan became this older guy I work with a Walgreens but in my dream we were related ? Or very close as in I saw him as like an uncle or something. Anyways he kept asking me what bridges went where and how far away they were. I asked him if he was trying to find an alternate route home, and he said yea. So I started walking him across the bridge pointing to three different T stops. One on the other side of the road that could only be accessed by the stop before it (stupid-it was exit only) and the next one which was accessible by the same side of the road but you had to cross the tracks and wait on the platform on the other side to board. I was in the middle of telling him that and he starts walking down the stairs towards the track and began crossing it and stopped midway through. I thought he got confused and told him to come back or go across. I started to go down there and then I looked at the sign and saw the train was arriving so me and some of the T workers panicked and were yelling at him to come back…. But he didn’t. The train flew past and I looked and he was in half, I fell to my knees and began sobbing and the workers started talking and laughing as if that didn’t happen.