Dream Of Complicated Relationships And Dreams

Today was a weird one. I fell asleep at about sunrise out on the couch in the living room. Left the front door unlocked and the curtains open and was just out cold until about 9pm. Um, yeah. I had a bunch of weird dreams. Like a bunch of them. One of them, I was hanging out in this really, really nice house. Really nice landscaping, really nice finishes. It belonged to this elderly woman. And, um, she had all these party kids living there. And, um, you know, the usual run-of-the-mill, just started doing drugs and drinking, really rebellious, and don't-really-give-a-fuck type, just trying to cause mischief and problems everywhere they go. And I was hanging out with them, and I guess I was probably younger in my dreams than I am now, because I can't see myself hanging out with people like that right now. But, um, and of course they were all, like, in their early 20s and teenagers, and then there was that one dude that was slightly older that was, like, leading the old woman on, relationship-wise, and it was just really bizarre. I was with somebody in my dream, but I wasn't with somebody in my dream, and I'm pretty sure it was Steven, but we both looked different. Um, but as time progressed, that guy who was slightly older than the rest of the group person in the group He was maybe 30, um, which is weird for me to say, because I'm 36 in real life, but, um, he was probably 30. Um, I got really close with him, and we ended up hitting it off and ended up sleeping together. That caused all kinds of problems for my relationship in the dream. Even though in the dream I felt like I had some kind of an understanding with my partner where we could see other people as long as we were honest about it, I think. And it seemed a little bit strange for my partner to get upset about it because at one point they were sleeping with both of us at the same time, like all 3 of us. Like my partner was in denial of all the things that they did and they aren't really upset, just in denial. And, yeah, it just caused a lot of problems and caused many things that were very complicated and we ended up getting thrown out because the older woman got very, very upset about it. But, yeah. Not fun. and for the relationship between that woman and him and the woman and everybody else. So we got thrown out, and the house pretty much, you know, dispersed and all this shit. And, um, while I was there, I was friends with her, and I was friends with everybody there, and it just, it didn't seem right, but it didn't seem wrong. It was a very complicated and difficult situation, but it was a very intense dream, for sure. Um, definitely a lot of attraction going on there. It's very strange. Um, and then from there, my dream shifted to where I was in a Marilyn Manson concert, but the concert was flooding, like, from the backstage area out towards the crowd across the stage, and that was weird. It was a really short dream, but it was just all the instruments, like, shorting out, and eventually them getting off the stage and me taking off before the liquid got towards, you know, the crowd area. And then from there, there was a Tree of Life type thing, and I lived in it, and that's where I went on to. And it had a spiral staircase on the inside of the outer wall of the tree, and it was very homey and very cozy and very warm, and it was, the roots where you walk inside were, like, in a valley that was dug down, and the tree was planted inside this little dip in the valley, but this little dip is, like, 40 or 50 feet deep, and that's just where the roots are. So this tree is massive. I mean, you would need a car to drive around it, massive. And, um, yeah, I lived in there, and it had a swinging bed made of vines and giant leaves and all kinds of stuff, and it was open almost all the way up to the top from the inside, except for that spiral staircase and then all the swinging beds and lofts and sleeping areas. It was very warm, very inviting, and it was very safe. And I woke up.