Dream About Yoga Class Family Issues

My dream is kind of all over the place one part of the dream I was coming into this big Yoda yoga studio space two teacher class. There was a lot of people there who is completely packed out. I was a big space too, but the lights were so bright and I wasn’t familiar with the spot so I didn’t know how to adjust the lights and there was this guy playing the didgeridoo And he just kept going and he was kinda out the front and he was some kind of big shot guy I don’t know some kind of musician and I kept asking him if you’d like to play it at the end for Sivana and he was kind of like ignoring me and then finally he heard me and was like oh yeah sure I’m like OK and then I got some help with the lights A couple people help me figure out how to adjust the lights so I thought they weren’t like shining bright in our face and then everybody kinda like made the circle and started to hold hands so I went with that and I was thinking I had all this is some Kumbaya shit and then we sat down and someone was like Yeah Let’s go around in a circle and say one like Sarah name and say one thing experience were grateful for the amount of people we had. I’m thinking this is gonna take longer than we have for the yoga class and they did a couple people and I kinda was like yeah we’re not gonna actually have time to move our bodies and then like oh sorry did I kinda like take over your class And I’m like OK I like can we do just like maybe one word and then it switch and I was with my family. I was just like my mom and grandma were like showering and it was like this cafeteria and then there was these little showers off of it and then I went to take my shower. I needed a hair clip cause I didn’t wanna wash my hair. I forgot what our plan was too, and I came popped out and then there was like this huge line for either like the food or the showers and I remembered when my hair clip was, and I went back in, and it felt like kinda inappropriate to be out in my towel all the way I was and then I was with my family at like my brother‘s spot, and it was his girlfriend and his kids, and they were like kind of shaming me for not being there when he had his court date he had like all these court dates or had had all these court dates and no one had made it to show up for him and in real life it’s not court date. he’s had a lot of like surgeries and stuff and then I was like feeling really bad and I’m like yeah like I would’ve been but he never reached out and told me any of the dates and like I know he definitely was available, but he didn’t tell me until after the fact that like how would I know to be there if he’s not sharing that information freely and then his place I didn’t have any of the kid things in. It had like one weird radio TV like this mattress so it wasn’t even laying down it was like right into the side and like one dresser drawer thing that the TV was on and he would like go in and just like watch the TV or be really pissed and like move the stuff it was really bizarre and then when I found him, he was like out in this field that was near the house and he was putting all these fireworks in this trade to shoot them off and he wasn’t really communicating again he was just putting him the fireworks in the tree and then he was like started counting and there was like 10 seconds 15 seconds and I had a run and he had to run out of this tree and he blew it up and it was like not even that spectacular kind of just said the tree on fire turned brown Kind of charge the tree and killed it a little and I was kind of bummed about that but didn’t say anything it was really bizarre and then I’m trying to remember the other part. That’s all I can remember for now when we went back to his spot he was like telling us how Rose‘s girlfriend like had to save these teddy bears from her childhood. They were like these three big size teddy bears and that reminded her of this time that this terrible thing happened to Dan childhood and he was like annoyed that she saved those because they reminded her of something negative and some kind of trauma experience and I was he didn’t say it, but I was