Dream About Surgery And Stitches 2

I had a dream that something was wrong internally with one of my organs and I had to have a surgery and while I was at the hospital having the surgery, there were a lot of other people coming in for surgery some with handy capabilities some who were Neurotypical, the Doctor Who did my surgery Was someone I recognized, but don’t remember who during the surgery I could hear what was going on, but I couldn’t feel anything and I felt like I wasn’t going to wake up and then when I woke up in the dream, I had this pain in my head and I was saying I don’t wanna die. I don’t wanna die. Then the doctor was there and he said they had to stitch me twice because the stitches open the first time. He also told me that I had a bowel movement on myself. I told him I was so thankful I was alive and it meant a lot to me that he was the first person I saw And he said oh stop it thank you. You’re going to make me cry then he helped me out but when I went to go get checked again by the lady Doctor Who just happens to be my son‘s therapist in real life, the stitch had opened in my back again, but they couldn’t give me any more Anastasia so I had to deal with the pain while she repeatedly tried to stitch it closed, but it kept opening so I was walking around after the surgery immediately after the surgery I ended up in the room with a woman who I just had a C-section and a baby and had to wait there for her to stitch me up by adding two more stitches on top of the other stitches And then she kept telling me you’re walking around too much but nobody was coming to help me not walk around too much. My ex-husband was there with the kids helping me get around and so is my mother, but she’s disabled herself. I got home and my best friend was there and I saw the stitches in the front of my body, but not in the back of my body. It was very surreal.