Dream About Starting New Job 4

I‘m starting a big new kob. I‘m in a hotel, getting ready to be on stage. I‘m completely telaxed. I hafn‘t asked a single question about the event. I‘m not sure what to wear. My instinct tells me to throw over an icehockey jersey. I get a comment from someone. I‘m not rattled. As we make our way to the meeting hall, I ask the person mext to me: could you just ask me a few questions on stage, that get me talking? Still not nervous at all. As we enter the room it turns out ot is a giant food fair. All employees are doing cooking workshops. It‘s busy and loud. I‘m dressed perfectly appropriate. We get to a small stall where we are suppossed to cook and talk. It‘s very hot snd small. I immediately get out and start wandering. I chat to people, they offer me food. It‘s great. - the next scene is in the hospital. I‘m really sick and need treatment.the company that hired me knew that. And they said we want you so badly that we start paying you now but ypu only work once you are fully revocered. I remember that I told them then that I want absolute freedom in how I do my work and that I only need to hear what they trying to achieve and how I feel about it.- and as I‘m recovering I realize I don‘t want to work for them. I tell them that my feelings have changed and I don‘t want them to cover me any longer. I‘m calm and confident, while I give up an amazing contract, still being sick