Dream About Son Being Put Into Fostercare

This dream was about

I dreamt about my son being but in to fostercare. I was a scary and hurtful situation. I was really sad crying a lot and kept telling myself it is was best for him but it hurt anyway, to not only lose my husband to illness but also to lose my son Elias. I couldn’t stop crying on my way back home, which was not a home either. I felt empty and sad and alone. My chest was hurting like my heart have been ripped out. And there the dream ended as i woke up in tears