Dream About School And Friendship 7

I was getting ready for school at my house with all my family. I was surprisingly enthusiastic to go to school. I was wearing a white top and a long skirt. But I started to get really worried that I would be late for school. My mom was trying her hardest to hurry so she could get me to school on time. I started to panic and realized I wasn’t wearing tights underneath my skirt. I kept going back and fourth and asking if I should change or wear tights. It was already too late to consider that. Suddenly I was at school in my comfy clothes. I was playing games on my phone and it showed on the screen of the classroom. It was a relaxing fun day in my sixth period apparently, so we all chilled and played video games. Some people looked at the screen and realized it was my phone. I got kinda nervous that they knew it was mine and that my screen was in front of everyone and exposed, so I tried to keep quiet. They all joined me in the game and I left it later on. The bell rang and it was time to leave school. Me and my best friend walked out of the school together, and weirdly enough I was wearing a different outfit with jeans and a flannel, sort of one of my masculine outfits I usually wore. I asked if she was gonna wait for me until my mom was there to pick me up too. She said she would, but then her mom came and she said she had to leave. I walked with her to the car and she got in. I tied my shoes and her mom drove away slowly, giving me an odd look. Like I wasn’t very good for her daughter to hang around because of how masculine and weird I presented myself. Like she knew my secrets and exactly who I was. I got on the phone with my mom to ask where she was. I just heard her boyfriend on the phone and mom muffling, like I couldn’t hear them correctly. I kept asking what they were saying and if they heard me. She said she was going to pick me up and that I should drop the attitude. She hung up and I was upset that she thought I was giving her and her boyfriend attitude even though I couldn’t hear them and was confused. Next part of my dream I was back at school in my last period, which was art. Weirdly enough, my crush was in my last period even though she has a different one irl. There was also my little brothers friend there too. I was changing my shirt in the art closet, and his friends kept peaking or accidentally coming in. After I was changed, we all grabbed things from the art closet like we were going shopping and stuff. Everytime I kept seeing something I wanted to grab, it disappeared like someone else took it. After taking materials and stuff from the closet, I ended up with less than I hoped for. After that, I joined my friend with her other friend and they completely forgot I was there. My two old friends who used to always leave me out were giggling while watching them exclude me. I was worried I would seem like I was being too much of a follower and letting them forget about me. My friend was playfully arguing with the other friend and said that nobody was talking to me. She said that in a nice tone, like I’d be happy that I wasn’t included in the convo. I separated from them to go to lunch my own way. Except, I forgot how to get their. I knew that my friend knows where it is. But I never noticed it myself. I was confused. The whole school had like a million stairs and doors. Far more complicated than how it actually looks in real life. As I looked around awkwardly, another random girl said she was confused too. We looked around together, and I found my friends altogether. I decided to just follow them since I was too confused. We all made it to the lunch room and my girl crush sat a little near me, wearing a black top and baggy flannel over it. I admired how pretty she looked, and was worried the boy in front of me thought I was staring at him like I liked him, so I moved my head more towards her to make it clear I wasn’t being creepy towards the other guy. I just ate my food as I listened to her and looked at her occasionally. She mentioned that she unironically had a crush on a girl named Chloe, or something else I couldn’t remember. I started to feel sad. I mean, I was happy that she confirmed she was gay or bi or just liked girls too in general. But I got sad that she couldn’t notice me or notice how much I liked her. Almost jealous of the girl she liked. After she said that, I just got up and left. I made it obviously clear I was upset over what she said, to the point where she or mug friends might’ve gotten the clue I liked her. I hoped they did. I tried going to the library, but it was closed. I went outside and sat in front of another old friend who doesn’t like me anymore and she was laughing with her new friend. I knew she wasn’t focused on me, but I sat there very nervously. I realized I still didn’t finish my lunch from inside. I was going to finish it, but I was scared it was against the rules, so I just hid it under the table.