Dream About Romantic Encounters And Social Anxiety

(real life) : so this all started when I woke up at 6 AM and my friend Liv text me and ask if I would get with langston again bc he wants to and i sent a bunch a audio messages explaining why i don’t think i would. then i fall asleep and my dream starts : OK, so basically first, in my dream my some of friends/ish call me really early in the morning and then let Maddi come over. We need to tell you something come over to my house and so I decide to go and then they tell me that this boy that I kissed a month ago wants to get with me again. my answer is very like hesitant like no because last time like I thought it was a good idea, but then after like I hated having to like tell people and stuff like I was kind of embarrassed a little and also I found out that he was talking to another girl and my best friend too. This is in real life, but then I in my dream when I was asked with him again, I said no so yeah. and then I realize that I never told my parents that I left the house and I just went so I was getting super nervous and was planning back into my house so they would never know that I left and get mad at me that I never told them. then I think I woke up and fell back asleep. I was somewhere and my friend Brynn asked me again if I would get with this boy and again like I still kind of have the same answer but then the boy comes over and is like takes like both of my hands like do you want to do this or like I feel bad because like I want to say no but like he’s standing right there and I’m hesitant and I’m like I don’t know. I don’t know. I don’t think I can like it’s complicated. he’s like What do you mean and i’m like stuff like certain things i don’t want to step on any toes. and he was like oh Jamie ? (bc jamie used to want to gw me) and I’m like no ? i meant sami who was my friend who gw him months ago but he was also talking to someone and lied to her. but anyway so he said Don’t worry. and i said like no like I don’t know like I just don’t think I can like I don’t I don’t know. then later there’s like a party or something and as a compromise I like say we can just go like sit together and like the basement and like cuddle or some thing so that’s what we do like watch a movie or something. I don’t know. then to get there I think we need to go in an elevator and we open it and pops out these two reality stars Serena and Cordell, who are dating on the show that I’m watching right now and real life I think they were like making out or something in there and yeah, just came out when we open the elevator. Yeah, that’s all I remember. then I my dad woke me up and I remembered the dream and I was happy that it was just a dream that he wanted to gw me again but then I realized it actually wasn’t because my friend had sent me a text this morning.