Julia, your dream is a powerful tapestry of emotions and symbols, reflecting deep-seated fears, camaraderie, and a journey into the unknown. The winter setting in a place resembling Siberia or Russia signifies a period of emotional coldness or isolation in your life. Being in the military suggests a structured environment and perhaps a sense of duty or responsibility. The act of jumping from a small, grey plane with many others points to a feeling of taking risks in a constrained environment, surrounded by others in a similar situation.
The somber yet camaraderie-filled atmosphere highlights your relationships with those around you, where mutual support is intertwined with challenges. The plane crash and the death of the captain symbolize a sudden and catastrophic loss of direction or leadership in your life. Surviving with only two others and heading to an unknown compound indicates a journey into unfamiliar territory, both physically and emotionally.
The small, light, and sterile compound with black barbed wire represents a facade of safety and order, masking underlying dangers. The barbed wire cutting the person next to you into pieces as the gate opens fast suggests a sudden, unexpected betrayal or harm from a supposedly safe environment. The voice on the intercom inviting you in symbolizes an unavoidable confrontation with this new reality.
Inside, the presence of a crazy, isolated ex-military man creating animate cadavers reflects your fears of losing sanity and humanity in isolation. The zombie girl with pinkish-purple hair and a pet mouse-kitten hybrid, with her empty neon green-painted eyes, embodies a distorted and unsettling attempt at retaining normalcy and companionship in a fractured world.
The giant open crag with bubbling lava beneath the military base represents a lurking hell or deep-seated turmoil beneath the surface of your structured life. The act of dragging a zombie to an autopsy table and revealing satanic glyphs in its memories suggests an exploration of hidden, dark aspects of the mind, where suppressed memories and thoughts are tainted with fear and negativity.
This dream, Julia, encapsulates a profound journey through fear, loss, camaraderie, and the confrontation with hidden aspects of yourself. It invites you to reflect on areas of your life where you feel isolated, the pressures of responsibility, and the hidden fears that may be influencing your thoughts and actions. Let's explore these themes further in our sessions to uncover the underlying messages and find ways to address them.