Dream About Lost Love And Finding Friends

I was in my apartment but there was a extra space in the back with cleaning ladies in it suddenly when I came home. And onyx was tryn be in there and I was like oh naw. Then I found his ass sleep in the kitchen surrounded by vomit and was like get out the kitchen. The lights was off so I ain’t register there was vomit until afterwards. Then I was walking back to the house suddenly I seen yasha at a car and almost just walked past like she wanted to talk and so I said I guess I’ll hear you out and brought her to my apartment, Then Sarah Nat and Miriam and my mom came in with many others and I was like I’d rather know when people are coming over. Someone said it too like you should let him know don’t come by unannounced like ask before hand if it’s ok. I hugged mirm. Sarah was on the floor at some point VERY upset crying her eyes out and said help me. I was concerned af. I was in some store with the white people at the table and at some point said this why I don’t eat with white peoples and there was a MAGA hat wearing man and I told him like that shit ain’t ok but I ain’t gonna be a asshole unless you literally a asshole to me like we could have a conversation bout it but be respectful. I was asked a question but couldn’t tell what the answer was cuz it was crazy. Then suddenly we went to some thingy and I seen my ex’s friends like Nic’s friends and Jordan and Lauren came up to me just to talk and I was surprised. I seen Nic and was like you know lemme say hi respectfully and then dip. Anthony was there crying lmfao idk y. But it was like we was in a library and I seen Nic and was like yo. Gave a respectful nod. She smoke weed now lmfao. And I was like wow wtf you smoke weed now? Cuz she had given me shit and she just rolled her eyes. Then was like how am I gay and I’m like nigga you was with a me and that’s gay. We laughed. I somehow pulled a joint out my pocket but it had the energy boosters in it that were like lil rockets. Seen this amazing edm light strobe shit. I heard dope song lyrics but I ain’t write em down. Something along the lines of “wake up with kisses on your face” I wanted to go back and find Ondriah, my literal girlfriend, tho cuz she was with a friend so I let her have space. I went back to find her and she was gone so I searched and searched for her throughout the school. Seen alotta different people and empty classrooms cleared out. I was walking down some stairs with blankets n shit and stopped and was like oh I’m in a echo chamber of memories. I woke up frustrated because I couldn’t find ondriah. I felt like if I went to see her first I would’ve known where she went but she was busy and told me something like come back sooooo I did