Dream About Having A Baby 50

This dream felt real. I had a baby... Which is a nightmare for me. I don't want kids. But in the dream I had a baby. The baby was huge and heavy, like half my height. I had him in my arms, swaddled, just for a few moments, trying to figure out what to do. I was internally panicking but on the outside I knew I had to take care of him no matter what. I don't remember giving birth but I knew it was my child. He was aging fast. By the time he had his first poop, he was able to walk to the toilet. I had to potty train him as his poop went everywhere but I was patient and cleaned it up. As he was rapidly aging, he also helped clean up his own poop from the walls. I was so proud, as I didn't even have to ask him to help. By the time we were done, he was walking off to school. I was scared internally but again proud of what I had done.