Mel, your dream is a rich tapestry woven with emotions, memories, and perhaps some unresolved feelings. The recurring theme of your old dance studio suggests a longing for a time when you felt vibrant and expressive. Watching others perform instead of participating yourself speaks volumes about your current state of self-perception. It hints at feelings of jealousy, perhaps reflecting a fear of missing out or a sense of inadequacy regarding your own creative pursuits. Engaging with your old coach, Mrs. Alexxus, might symbolize your desire for guidance and support in navigating these feelings, as well as a connection to your past self who thrived in that environment.
The transition to the tiny insect eggs represents a pivotal moment in your dream, reflecting a nurturing instinct that you possess. You wanted to take care of them, but when faced with the unknown as they were about to hatch, fear took over, leading you to discard them. This act can represent a fear of growth, change, or responsibility. The size of the flies, being overwhelming, may indicate that you have fears about the consequences of nurturing something that could become too big to handle, perhaps mirroring your apprehensions in your own life about taking on new challenges or relationships.
Your journey to your cousin's house introduces a sense of familiarity mixed with the uncanny. The presence of a 'fake cousin' hints at an exploration of your identity and relationships. It could suggest that you are seeking connections that feel authentic and supportive, yet you might be struggling with feelings of isolation or disconnection from your real family dynamics. The references to your old dream made by your sister and cousin may signify your mind's attempt to weave together past experiences and current relationships, creating a narrative that highlights your growth over time.