Dream About Connection And Music

okay so in the dream i’m like somewhere with my friend jackson i don’t know like maybe a boat or some shit like a couple days forced to getting to know each other then when i ask him about like his future and hockey or soemhting he tells me like so.. actually i sing and im like what?!!! and he’s like yeah something soemhting i am leaving next year and im like what…( im sad obvi) and he’s like i got accepted or am going to this program thats like for idk maybe like aspiring artists or something anyway i end up like being like OMG what the hell this is so so so cool like i LOVE music love love it and i love singing obviously like just when im alone so im not good but thats so cool i was like asking what genre he sings and stuff like i was very interested at one point he starts playing the guitar insanely good and im like omg im learning will u teach me and he’s like yeah that was when we wernt alone anything tho we were back entering like school or somehting idk where we were. but on the boat or wherever we had such deep convos and got so close but nothing like happened between us. It was more just like our connectiction- it was like it for a future thing it felt like. sort of makes sense like obviously I really felt like we had such like this connection like really realized we ended up having such similar interests when we came back. I didn’t know if he felt that seem like connection like I felt like he did too like we both had this like revelation, but I didn’t wanna like assume things because I guess I just was scared that it wasn’t really reciprocated, but I did feel like the energy was there and then at some point all my school friends were there that are in our friend group and I think he might’ve told them that he’s not gonna come back. I’m not sure if he told them like the reason because I mean, obviously it’s very unexpected that he’s all of a sudden like musically inclined but yeah. then I remember I was like alone talking to avery and someone I feel like I was probably just like telling them about this maybe or I was talking to them because I opened my Snapchat and I saw a chat from sam (my ex sail carribean camp boyfriend when i was 13 (i’m 16 now) but we don’t talk anymore he lives in london but im like still in love w/him) and he was like sending me chats. I don’t really remember exactly what it said. I don’t think I was really paying attention too much but I was also excited about the Jackson thing but it was like him sending photos from St George’s like sports and there was a picture of me playing hockey or something. I don’t know. I guess he was just like that and I was like oh my God like he still thinks about me and such because obviously I mean that’s a little random and if you’re looking for someone through photos and send them that photo like I found you and basically freaking stalked you, I mean, obviously it’s not like a creepy way, But I was like damn I’m like OK like he still like could talk to me YAY I have that option. But I think I was just like really sad about Jackson leaving but also I still have that whole year to get close with him and stuff. also there was the fact of like even if he does go to this program or school or whatever like I can still find him like later in life or find him in the future so I was like it’s OKay you know, but I was sad because I was like something does ever happen btw us it’s gonna suck but also just like for friendship in general. anyway then I think I tried showing my room and like showing him that it literally shows that I love music (which my room now in real life doesn’t completely show that besides my wall of posters), but it was like a fake room in my dream had like vinyls and stuff like that. so I remember at one point when he started playing the guitar for the first time for me he went to playing this song that runs made which is a show so I asked them like have you watched the runaround? It’s like this new prime show about this band anyway he said no, which was odd because he did know their song so he must’ve known the band just not the show. I don’t know. It was a great song though I was like see this is like what I listen to, but I think his music that he knew or likes might’ve been a little different cause like right now is I’m very into like Indie rock sort of like GarageBand sort of you know like alternative , indie pop, I mean, I like everything but that’s what I have been listening to a lot. Then there was at some point she was going to sing error perform on stage. I don’t even remember like what he was singing or like, but I remember that it was like a small stage in front of a lot of people and somehow I think it got to the point where we started singing together because I went on stage there’s almost like a flash forward in my dream to the future a little bit and we were like singing together on stage, but like I wasn’t that good clearly like I was OK right at some point, but I wasn’t that good like I couldn’t see that but he was good and I think he had a higher voice, which is weird. I don’t know why, but that wouldn’t even be realistic in real life so maybe not but he just had a really good voice and mine was like OK with his sound good but not like the voice type good. anyWho, not sure what happened after that, but I remember there was one of the concert or not concert but mini performance and he like couldn’t go on stage for some reason so he wanted me to say because he couldn’t say or something so I go up there and apparently also there’s like scouting person in the audience. Someone important so I had to do but I was really worried cause like also the songs I think we’re not the best for my type of voice and then I started to say that it wasn’t really that good and the person seem not interested. It was fine. It’s fine. It wasn’t great and then he started to like felt more and it was like I thought it was good, but it wasn’t great and then the person started to walk away, but then I started like really belting or something I guess and somehow it sounded like I don’t know where that came from personally in real life so so random I was very surprised, but it sounded really good in my dream. And so then she like stopped and came back and I was like well and then there was like I don’t know. I was trying to see cause I wanted to know what I sounded like, but whatever then I don’t really remember what was happening for the rest of the dream I just thinking like this is so good like we would be so good together because we’re both so passionate and he brings out like the passion inside of me and also like this is getting me to be confident enough to do what I want and like not be scared like it really just like gave me something like it gave me an outlet to like expressed myself. I guess I don’t know like it just like it’s like now I can push myself like with you to get to the place that I could be to get that it’s really cool place that I never thought I could actually do. You know? So that’s why I thought like we would be really good together, but I can’t remember anything else.