Dream About Broken Stairs And Haunting Father

I dream of stairs. I was walking and it was broken. I also dream of I was with my friends and I was in my house, old, broken, rusty, left room and we were playing in it. I used to play in my childhood in that room. It was old but it was fun and I don't know why my uncle was very angry with me and disgusted I guess. My father is haunting me even in my dream even though he is alive. In my dream it felt like he was always looking at me and I was terrified that if and that he will one day lock me in and never let me go and be free. A man was, I was playing and a man was staring at me and that's all I'm saying and I was scared that man will stare at me then he will lock me up at home and I will be locked forever. I dream of, I was in my school also. I met my one older cousin and we don't talk like we are not so close and when we met he just hugged me tightly and he was so tall and his body was very hot and so he was very manly. So I liked the hug but it was unexpected and surprising. I also dream of that my art teacher was not happy with me and I also saw some like some red box stuff of my father's that I saw in my childhood days, a red box and I met my idols like Singers, Bangchan and Hyunjin and I was angry at them and was threatening them. I even tried to threaten and seduce Hyunjin by going close to him. I was going to kiss someone but my alarm went on. I also saw my lip balm and lip balm turning pink to white.