Dream About Being Embarrassed And Threatened In Public

at first out house was randomly getting bombed. than i remember going to a canteen then a concert with my two friends. there was a line so we rushed it so we dont have to wait. everyone there had a singers name taped to them on a piece of paper. my friends got famous artists lana del ray and billie, while i got someone less known. when we got to the line they were telling me to stay away from them and to go further in the lone because i dont deserve the food as much as they do. they got really angry and were trying to make me go away so other people can get their food before me. i refused. when we got the food they kept saying to leave it alone because i cant get food, they took my plate and fork so i had to take the food in my hands. we sat at a table and they were embarassed because of me and they pushed my food away. my dad somehow got there and said that they were right. somehow then we got onto a train, inside of it we had homes, i entered one with my dad and random sisters i dont know, to greet the mother. everything was extremly sci fi and modern there. my family was telling me how much they love our mom, we went to see her but instead there was a woman with a huge knife, coming closer to stab us. i started running away from the house, tripped on some stairs and fell down. i was sitting and suddenly the sister was sitting next to me. i saw the mother still getting closer and i was scared she will kill my dad or me. a knife randomly appeared in my hand and i asked my sister if its going to hurt if i stab and kill myself. she said no, that i should do it, then i woke up