Dream About Army And Lost Shoes

I rejoined the Army again, even after having being in for 22 years and retiring; a bunch of us soldiers were getting ready to go somewhere and I don’t think I had my hat and I panicked but then I realized it was on my head. I had forgotten that at some point earlier on someone had grabbed my head and stuck the hat on it. The younger soldiers in the vehicle almost took off without me, but then they stopped and I jumped in and we took off. I was walking on a road with some stunning almost golden glowing mountains, which looked like the Himalayas, and I was with a good friend of mine, a guy, Sinic, and everything was really beautiful like an unbelievable backdrop but at some point, I didn’t have my shoes on and I was like hey where are my shoes. And my friend said they were back in a vehicle or something and he just kept walking into the woods off of the path or the road. I couldn’t do it because I didn’t like the feeling of the dirt or the grass on my feet and it was gross. I started to and then I stepped back, but he kept going. I heard him yell and realized he had come across a snake, and I was scared, and so I ran away and back onto the road, and I did not help him. I was somewhere with my daughter, like a theater or an entertainment place in a mall maybe, and there were some people who wanted to see her and I don’t remember why, but she was already in a room helping a lady put together some type of craft project or something, and I said well don’t you need me to go with you and they said no and that I should go keep myself busy and come back. A man indicated that they wanted me to go away and do something else and I felt a little unsure. I said okay, and I had about an extra 30 minutes and so I went off in search of something to eat or drink and then would come back and check on her, but I felt cautious and a little guilty and unsure. There was a really tall guy in my dream and I remember him towering over me, and I asked him how tall he was and he said 6 feet, and then he proceeded to tell me something weird about how if you spit and put it back in your mouth, it could protect you from germs or something. I was with Sinic and that guy, and I told the guy I was autistic, but there was a bunch of noise at the time and I realized he didn’t hear me at all, and for some reason I had wanted him to hear me so I felt disappointed that he wasn’t listening.