Japan

7 Jul 2024

Dream

I had a dream that I was talking to my brother. A few days ago he had asked if I was coming to visit him before he left again to go back to Japan for the military. I told him I had just woken up and probably wasn’t gunna make it. He didn’t respond to the text. In the dream we were discussing that exact thing. He said that was bullshit. He’s been gone for years and made his way out here to see me and I couldn’t even give him a day. And mid berating he calls me in real life drunk and berating me. It was mostly a joking matter but I could tell his feelings were actually hurt both In the dream and in real life. And I do feel guilty about not making and effort but i also was EXHAUSTED that day after having been in travel for 2 days due to inclement weather. It’s upsetting

6 Jul 2024

Dream

have an japanese urban ledgend looking at me

26 Jun 2024

Dream

I am a lone vampire wandering about in Japan, mainly the mountainous regions, the lakes and the oceansides(around nature sites) There were a few people both in my head and irl(of the dream) that would police me about where I can go, for how long I may be out and such and when I must come back to the inn their travel group have booked for the day and such I would comply with them while I was in Hakone, but then when they would start to go around the mountainous areas in the Izu regions and the Mt. Fuji area I would start to ignore their instructions and go on my own I would take mountain railways that ran amidst the foggy slopes in their summer hydrangea season, take buses around the Mt. Fuji regions singce there’s not much convenience in the train systems, and wander about once I get off at whatever stop that seems to be in the middle of whatever idyllic scapes I fancy First I saw some scattered buildings but it would soon give way to the increasing altitude and the lack of flat areas and plains, the roads surrounded by trees. It’s a bit foggy now, and the leaves are brown. I would soon fall asleep in this dream, and when I wake up I’m walking around a lake Rusted signs, a turnpike in the distance, a Michi-no-eki(a rest stop that serves as a souvenir shop of the local merchandises) with scarcely a car or a bike because of the cloudy weather I would start to walk around when a man’s voice calls to me from a car that just seemed to have arrived, accompanied by several other younger people’s noises hastily trying to get off and take a break after a long driver The man seems to be in his fifties or so, looks youthful. His stature imposing but graceful, his hair long, fluffy, rich and silver, a portion of it tied up at the top of his head with a red silky ribbon; he’s got an air of youthful virility, grace and the old wisdom about him, a balance I’d like to be able to embody, if not just something I admire I recognize his face; it’s Jing Yuan, one of my favorite characters from my favorite game, Honkai: Star Rail He asks me if I’m out alone(I looked like a young boy with blond, fluffy long hair, a frilly cravat and an overall Victorian, vampire-like get-up) I ask him where he is going to and such He states a destination(which I couldn’t hear) and I would say that I’m going to the same direction(I think he said he’d pass through the Fuji city or something and I said Fuji-Atami) He smiles and says something like ‘ah, a (something along the line of what would be the equivalent of a 同道) then. Care to join us for a lunch break?’ I oblige and we eat warm udons and sobas in the road rest building, looking over the lake and the mountains while the kids(all of them are young adult/adolescent characters from the same game Jing Yuan is from) play around and explore We would converse about many topics, mostly of our trips and what we have seen, how this trip is the first time in Japan for them while for me wandering is a part of my routine When we would start talking about the interesting things and the local legends and the cultural myths and such we heard of around the landmarks and such we visited(separately) there is one that came up in particular that somehow sounds relevant to my own self It’s that of a clocktower, and a boy that lived in it The monument itself is a mere 5-meter modern abstract art piece the man(Jing Yuan) saw in a city he visited; the story is from the local landmark that had been barred tourist entry due to how decrepit they became over the years It prompts me to share my desire to go and visit the Alps and the surrounding regions, how I feel that something there must have to do with my origins He seems curious and asks what I mean by my origins(he doesn’t know that I am a vampire, it appears he takes me for a strange kid in a dated fashion and an antique tone of speech) I try to speak but I zone out from a vision I get caught up in, slightly dissociating He worries slightly before telling me that I don’t have to talk about it if it taxes me so I shake my head and tell him a little bit about my life: that I have wandered for as long as I remembered, how know where I grew up in and the family, but they are but specters in my mind that occasionally haunts me with this urge to go and search for my true home, how it my intuition seems to point toward the lakes in a steep mountains of Europe He is intrigued and asks why that could be,commenting on how it explains my exotic get-up and such

22 Jun 2024

Dream

There was…we were staying at a house…there was a Japanese man and Woman…I guess we were staying as guests? We kept going from one part of the house to the other.. Then there was an apocalypse like situation? Where I was fighting with blades and such while swinging about different enemies. Then I was in the 3rd person…someone gave me or an android 2 rifles…which was able to take out targets miles away… Then this pink haired android…was captured after much fighting…there was another white haired android seemingly an enemy? But despite her struggles, the pink haired android had her heart ripped from her chest and deactivated…while the white haired android…took on parts of her appearance… A disagreement over Oprah having been in the hospital…a gacha-like game I won several. Genocide was mentioned…a plane…? Small creatures were also around…friendly. …a flood?

15 Jun 2024

Dream

I was asking a room full of Asians what they like in men and I was told by them they want money 💵 🤑 💵 and to scam people and take their clothes jewelry diamond 💎 💍 and cars 🚗 houses 🏡 etc and they wickedly laugh at me. They asked what I like in women and I said I like playing the simp and hard to get method lol and the detachment method and defelctive tactic. I detach from them they always chase bc I’m in Zoloft and I look awesome and I can get anything and manifest anything at any time as a genie could in waking life and personal dream life. Also the treat them like crap tactic and made them feel horrible they started weeping and hitting their heads against the wall like Pennywise did in IT Chapter 2 when the clown 🤡 is in the funhouse just remarkably without care of anything because they’re always depressed in Japan and China. They said what do you mean? I said it’s a gregarious attempt to justify one’s specific romance life to show they don’t have what women have and men have it harder, but what women do crave is love 💙 and when men say too bad it’s too late you’ve been played I’m not going out with you on a date 📅 and get my heart break 💔. You ladies had your chance haha disaster averted and evaded the enemy which was being played and manipulated. I told them to stay the hell away from me and get the fuck out of my life and they keep asking day after day and week after week what did I do wrong Peter please talk to me and they couldn’t let me go and they kept on and on for years bc they see something different in me which plays a real life scenario of a problem it does happen in real life for months sometimes they can’t let me go but I don’t know how to deal with them so I ward them off and say bye 👋🏻 nice knowing ya. Later on a year or two later. One wants em so They started weeping and holding me and saying it’s ok 👌🏻 and cuddling me lol 😂 and then I slapped them with my 28 inch penis lol 🍆 they bowed and said “well go to work and clean the house Master.” And I said yay life’s not so bad and we had a massive 6 day orgy at hotel Le Meurice haha 🤣 with enjoyable consent and happy times bc they felt sorry I was a virgin til age 35z And got along for the rest of our miserable working lives haha not just kidding lmao 😜

14 Jun 2024

Dream

Last night I dreamt that JP and I went to Japan and he proposed under Sakura blossoms 🥰

18 May 2024

Dream

Time travel/loop story basically Naruto and Sasuke Basically it’s the big battle part but make it merge with some modern melodrama I also get fucked i think Idk It was all abt preventing this one massacre that might’ve led up to the occurrence of the event We all go around Japan sleeping in hotel rooms and such i think Cut scene to…. Similar thing but this time it’s That one kid, me and one another adult(Japanese, a bit cowardly but composed; think Satsuki and May’s dad) There’s this scroll of 鬼神 that’s basically like an invocation talisman of said entity that the kid has to return to a certain modern-looking small temple in Tokyo or do smth abt We do the attempts like three times with only the first one(that we remember of; apparently there has been many more attempts before but it wasn’t noteworthy enough/we didn’t get to the important parts before we messed) being successful by the nick of time and spark of luck(small factors adding up) Other two we either rushed(i did) and lacked a material that needed to be there(some golden resin of sorts; frankincense but make it magical? Or were they just gold pellets) or we just straight up got locked out and reality became blurry and a mush before we could do anything abt it

14 May 2024

Dream

I dreamed of myself alone in the ocean on a boat. The sea almost appeared as if it was swallowing the ship. There was only room for one bed inside and a tiny kitchen. I was lying on the bed and saw seagulls nesting beside the window on the other side with about three babies. That made my day in the dream to see seagull babies up close. When I stood up the boat began to sink, and I called it in the radio and yelled, “Mayday my boat is sinking.” So I ran outside and put the boat on full speed and managed to crash on land. I leapt out unharmed and watched my boat crash into a large in the ground. I think there was an apocalypse because all the buildings and everything were destroyed and it looked like an earthquake and tsunami came through before I got there. People were scavaging and I ran and hid from every group I spotted. One group tried to steal the boat but failed because it was broken, but they knew that meant someone new was nearby, so they hunted me but I woke up before anyone caught me.

27 Apr 2024

Dream

A unicorn cooking cupcakes while eating a flag of Japan

18 Feb 2024

Dream

Had a dream that I was saying goodbye with my ex boyfriend on the crossroad. He’s going to work while I was going to drive an jeep home. I got on the car not knowing there was a stranger in the back seat. I was kidnapped and panicking but still managed to called my ex boyfriend that just left for help. He had my location so he came and rescued me. But by the time he arrived it was at my house with my family and the stranger that kidnapped me had gone. Fast forward I know that my mom is going on a vacation to Japan in a few days. I was planning on going to see her but my grandmother said she wanted to take me somewhere so we were in the car driving to this parking lot. My grandmother is 80 years old but in the dream she knows how to drive a car very well. I was on the car on the phone with my mom while my grandmother was trying to find the best parking spot. My mom told me that she’s going to Japan in a few hours and I knew I couldn’t make it to see her because of how far I was from her. She said she has hotel coupon that she wants to give me and it was a place where we could see the ocean and coral. All of a sudden grandmother was not the one driving anymore but instead the ex boyfriend that came to rescue me was driving the car and we were going to the ocean and see coral just like my mom said. I was still on the phone with mom and she asked: “are you with the person I am thinking of right now?” I knew she knew I was with my ex boyfriend so I blushed and said yes. It started raining so much and I WOKE UP.

13 Feb 2024

Dream

I was in Japan with my friend Naomi. We were in a small but futuristic/japanese apartment. Naomi was nervous about something she had to do. So we did not go out. Later i was in Tokyo with my friend nahomi in a big skyscraper hotel. The hotel was so big that I got lost because in 1 floor were different stores und people. But I enjoyed being lost because I was so excited to visit Tokyo. i wanted to post an Instagram story so an old crush would see it. I was talking about going to Uniqlo and a drugstore but also exploring the city as much as possible because my visit was short. I went down stairs with my friend, who got a bit annoyed by me because I got lost in the hotel. On the street was a big marvel studios shop. There was a couple that gave the man a blowjob but afterwards he got concerned because she was behaving recklessly. Afterwards my friend Isi texted me that she texted an old crush of mine that him, he said that he was in vienna to DJ. My friend wanted me to meet him because I was still hung up on him. But I didn’t want to because I was embarrassed about it

12 Feb 2024

Dream

I had a dream where I became a professional mermaid, swimming in 1 of 3 pools, that had sharks and dolphins in them. The ex-friend of last week’s dream was in them again. This restaurant I worked at was located in Tokyo, Japan. Similar to a maid café, but mermaid themed instead.