Japan

25 Oct 2024

Dream

I was at a beautiful outdoor funeral in Japan, it seemed like springtime during the day. I was sitting next to someone in the front row but I’m not sure who, and I don’t know who the funeral was for. I remember hoping someone from a Japanese reality TV show I’d seen was attending, and hoping that they were observing me/desiring me. During the service, a couple of hummingbirds appeared above and in front of us, and then a couple more to the other side, and they all started flying together, and then a bunch more appeared and they all danced in a swarm kind of and we were all in awe and subdued happiness with the birds.

19 Aug 2024

Dream

I was in a big school, in a classroom and decided to go to the bathroom, there I heard two teachers talking about an incident, so I stayed in the bathroom so they wouldn’t notice that I heard them talk. While waiting I was vacuuming the corners of my bathroom. One of the teachers talk about a problem her son and ex husband had in Japan. I was thinking in helping because I had a friend in Japan but decided to not interfere. That teacher also talked about how organize she felt in her new school and she compared this school with her new school which bothered me a little because she was like gossiping. Time went by, and it was time for me to leave the bathroom so I left as quick as possible not looking back and I arrived to my classroom where the students were getting ready for a transition. I was hoping those two teachers didn’t see me at all, but I wasn’t sure.

7 Aug 2024

Dream

I was driving a car with several of my friends inside, such as Audrey, Rayne, Sarah and Julia at late night by a creepy volleyball park in San Jose while trying to escape the teachers from my old school who were following us in a creepy black van. We managed to drive away but we’re cornered by a cliff but somehow I knew God had given me the power of flight, and I held my friend’s hands and jumped off the cliff. To our and the teacher’s surprise, we started flying, and flew all the way to Japan where we bought an apartment and lived together. I then met a cute waisan guy and we started dating.

4 Aug 2024

Dream

The dream started off at school, we were doing some sort of work, at first it was about teeth for some reason, while I was doing my work I was daydreaming about sex and cum. After that we were still working and got assigned partners, my partner was a guy called Gael I used to be friends with back in elementary school, we used to tell people we were siblings but we actually weren’t, in the dream he fell asleep instead of doing his work so I would constantly wake him up but he didn’t do anything. Eventually the dream shifted to me being with a group of people walking in a forest and eventually finding a military base in what seemed to be Japan, the soldiers there didn’t kill us but the place was about to be bombed so we had to run to this place to be safe, it was about five different doors that we had to lock, we had a pink bag with us and I noticed that the door wasn’t closing from the outside so I asked if I should use the bag to keep the door closed and my older cousin Omar who was there said no since it could be stolen, after that a little kid came and gave me a bucket for some reason, I ended up going against what my cousin said and used the bag and the bucket to keep the door closed as well as two brooms from the inside, as I secured the door I saw a man looking at me with a creepy look on his face and I got scared so I hurried up and locked the other doors. Eventually I locked all the doors and the bombs began to go off. Then some people were like “what if we go out for a bit? I mean there’s still a lot of people outside” I told them it wasn’t a good idea so we ended up just staying inside

7 Jul 2024

Dream

I had a dream that I was talking to my brother. A few days ago he had asked if I was coming to visit him before he left again to go back to Japan for the military. I told him I had just woken up and probably wasn’t gunna make it. He didn’t respond to the text. In the dream we were discussing that exact thing. He said that was bullshit. He’s been gone for years and made his way out here to see me and I couldn’t even give him a day. And mid berating he calls me in real life drunk and berating me. It was mostly a joking matter but I could tell his feelings were actually hurt both In the dream and in real life. And I do feel guilty about not making and effort but i also was EXHAUSTED that day after having been in travel for 2 days due to inclement weather. It’s upsetting

6 Jul 2024

Dream

have an japanese urban ledgend looking at me

26 Jun 2024

Dream

I am a lone vampire wandering about in Japan, mainly the mountainous regions, the lakes and the oceansides(around nature sites) There were a few people both in my head and irl(of the dream) that would police me about where I can go, for how long I may be out and such and when I must come back to the inn their travel group have booked for the day and such I would comply with them while I was in Hakone, but then when they would start to go around the mountainous areas in the Izu regions and the Mt. Fuji area I would start to ignore their instructions and go on my own I would take mountain railways that ran amidst the foggy slopes in their summer hydrangea season, take buses around the Mt. Fuji regions singce there’s not much convenience in the train systems, and wander about once I get off at whatever stop that seems to be in the middle of whatever idyllic scapes I fancy First I saw some scattered buildings but it would soon give way to the increasing altitude and the lack of flat areas and plains, the roads surrounded by trees. It’s a bit foggy now, and the leaves are brown. I would soon fall asleep in this dream, and when I wake up I’m walking around a lake Rusted signs, a turnpike in the distance, a Michi-no-eki(a rest stop that serves as a souvenir shop of the local merchandises) with scarcely a car or a bike because of the cloudy weather I would start to walk around when a man’s voice calls to me from a car that just seemed to have arrived, accompanied by several other younger people’s noises hastily trying to get off and take a break after a long driver The man seems to be in his fifties or so, looks youthful. His stature imposing but graceful, his hair long, fluffy, rich and silver, a portion of it tied up at the top of his head with a red silky ribbon; he’s got an air of youthful virility, grace and the old wisdom about him, a balance I’d like to be able to embody, if not just something I admire I recognize his face; it’s Jing Yuan, one of my favorite characters from my favorite game, Honkai: Star Rail He asks me if I’m out alone(I looked like a young boy with blond, fluffy long hair, a frilly cravat and an overall Victorian, vampire-like get-up) I ask him where he is going to and such He states a destination(which I couldn’t hear) and I would say that I’m going to the same direction(I think he said he’d pass through the Fuji city or something and I said Fuji-Atami) He smiles and says something like ‘ah, a (something along the line of what would be the equivalent of a 同道) then. Care to join us for a lunch break?’ I oblige and we eat warm udons and sobas in the road rest building, looking over the lake and the mountains while the kids(all of them are young adult/adolescent characters from the same game Jing Yuan is from) play around and explore We would converse about many topics, mostly of our trips and what we have seen, how this trip is the first time in Japan for them while for me wandering is a part of my routine When we would start talking about the interesting things and the local legends and the cultural myths and such we heard of around the landmarks and such we visited(separately) there is one that came up in particular that somehow sounds relevant to my own self It’s that of a clocktower, and a boy that lived in it The monument itself is a mere 5-meter modern abstract art piece the man(Jing Yuan) saw in a city he visited; the story is from the local landmark that had been barred tourist entry due to how decrepit they became over the years It prompts me to share my desire to go and visit the Alps and the surrounding regions, how I feel that something there must have to do with my origins He seems curious and asks what I mean by my origins(he doesn’t know that I am a vampire, it appears he takes me for a strange kid in a dated fashion and an antique tone of speech) I try to speak but I zone out from a vision I get caught up in, slightly dissociating He worries slightly before telling me that I don’t have to talk about it if it taxes me so I shake my head and tell him a little bit about my life: that I have wandered for as long as I remembered, how know where I grew up in and the family, but they are but specters in my mind that occasionally haunts me with this urge to go and search for my true home, how it my intuition seems to point toward the lakes in a steep mountains of Europe He is intrigued and asks why that could be,commenting on how it explains my exotic get-up and such

22 Jun 2024

Dream

There was…we were staying at a house…there was a Japanese man and Woman…I guess we were staying as guests? We kept going from one part of the house to the other.. Then there was an apocalypse like situation? Where I was fighting with blades and such while swinging about different enemies. Then I was in the 3rd person…someone gave me or an android 2 rifles…which was able to take out targets miles away… Then this pink haired android…was captured after much fighting…there was another white haired android seemingly an enemy? But despite her struggles, the pink haired android had her heart ripped from her chest and deactivated…while the white haired android…took on parts of her appearance… A disagreement over Oprah having been in the hospital…a gacha-like game I won several. Genocide was mentioned…a plane…? Small creatures were also around…friendly. …a flood?

15 Jun 2024

Dream

I was asking a room full of Asians what they like in men and I was told by them they want money 💵 🤑 💵 and to scam people and take their clothes jewelry diamond 💎 💍 and cars 🚗 houses 🏡 etc and they wickedly laugh at me. They asked what I like in women and I said I like playing the simp and hard to get method lol and the detachment method and defelctive tactic. I detach from them they always chase bc I’m in Zoloft and I look awesome and I can get anything and manifest anything at any time as a genie could in waking life and personal dream life. Also the treat them like crap tactic and made them feel horrible they started weeping and hitting their heads against the wall like Pennywise did in IT Chapter 2 when the clown 🤡 is in the funhouse just remarkably without care of anything because they’re always depressed in Japan and China. They said what do you mean? I said it’s a gregarious attempt to justify one’s specific romance life to show they don’t have what women have and men have it harder, but what women do crave is love 💙 and when men say too bad it’s too late you’ve been played I’m not going out with you on a date 📅 and get my heart break 💔. You ladies had your chance haha disaster averted and evaded the enemy which was being played and manipulated. I told them to stay the hell away from me and get the fuck out of my life and they keep asking day after day and week after week what did I do wrong Peter please talk to me and they couldn’t let me go and they kept on and on for years bc they see something different in me which plays a real life scenario of a problem it does happen in real life for months sometimes they can’t let me go but I don’t know how to deal with them so I ward them off and say bye 👋🏻 nice knowing ya. Later on a year or two later. One wants em so They started weeping and holding me and saying it’s ok 👌🏻 and cuddling me lol 😂 and then I slapped them with my 28 inch penis lol 🍆 they bowed and said “well go to work and clean the house Master.” And I said yay life’s not so bad and we had a massive 6 day orgy at hotel Le Meurice haha 🤣 with enjoyable consent and happy times bc they felt sorry I was a virgin til age 35z And got along for the rest of our miserable working lives haha not just kidding lmao 😜

14 Jun 2024

Dream

Last night I dreamt that JP and I went to Japan and he proposed under Sakura blossoms 🥰

18 May 2024

Dream

Time travel/loop story basically Naruto and Sasuke Basically it’s the big battle part but make it merge with some modern melodrama I also get fucked i think Idk It was all abt preventing this one massacre that might’ve led up to the occurrence of the event We all go around Japan sleeping in hotel rooms and such i think Cut scene to…. Similar thing but this time it’s That one kid, me and one another adult(Japanese, a bit cowardly but composed; think Satsuki and May’s dad) There’s this scroll of 鬼神 that’s basically like an invocation talisman of said entity that the kid has to return to a certain modern-looking small temple in Tokyo or do smth abt We do the attempts like three times with only the first one(that we remember of; apparently there has been many more attempts before but it wasn’t noteworthy enough/we didn’t get to the important parts before we messed) being successful by the nick of time and spark of luck(small factors adding up) Other two we either rushed(i did) and lacked a material that needed to be there(some golden resin of sorts; frankincense but make it magical? Or were they just gold pellets) or we just straight up got locked out and reality became blurry and a mush before we could do anything abt it

14 May 2024

Dream

I dreamed of myself alone in the ocean on a boat. The sea almost appeared as if it was swallowing the ship. There was only room for one bed inside and a tiny kitchen. I was lying on the bed and saw seagulls nesting beside the window on the other side with about three babies. That made my day in the dream to see seagull babies up close. When I stood up the boat began to sink, and I called it in the radio and yelled, “Mayday my boat is sinking.” So I ran outside and put the boat on full speed and managed to crash on land. I leapt out unharmed and watched my boat crash into a large in the ground. I think there was an apocalypse because all the buildings and everything were destroyed and it looked like an earthquake and tsunami came through before I got there. People were scavaging and I ran and hid from every group I spotted. One group tried to steal the boat but failed because it was broken, but they knew that meant someone new was nearby, so they hunted me but I woke up before anyone caught me.