14 Apr 2024
Dream
I don’t remember everything from the dream, but I do know that I was at school not sure if I was in high school or college but I was coming out of the shower area or some sort. This only happens when we have swim class I remember seeing some people and towels , I thinking I remember someone in a bright yellow shirt walking by with another student and all of a sudden the fire alarm started to go off we were a little bit confused and didn’t know if this was something that we needed to react to working on the system the smell of the room we were kind of hesitant we were told to evacuate the building we were building. The furnace was on fire. It was fire spread across the ceiling and the other students started to evacuate the building, but for some reason as I was trying to leave, it was like I wasn’t moving fast enough with fear I couldn’t get a run. My body felt heavy, but eventually, I was able to get enough speed to run out of the building of the building, I don’t remember what the lecture was on was going to blow up for my mother to come get me. I had some things in my locker. I don’t actually remember what it was but for some reason it kept running across my mind that I wanted to go back into the building and go get it and I was tempted. I went back to the door and open the door inside of the school and contemplated whether or not I was gonna try to run back to my locker, I decided not to because I didn’t want to my safety I shut the door. I remember the inside of the school having a little bit of debris on the ground and the building lights we’re out. I turned around and I just started to walk as I did. My mother finally pulls up in a awhite car that looks unfamiliar and I see my brother sleep in the front seat my brother, he is three years younger than me his 2 kids are in the backseat with his friend sleep all 3 of are sleeping, there’s no room for me to sit in instantly I get upset because how can the school call my mother and tell her that the school was on fire and it could potentially blow up and she comes with the car full of people so i have no where to sit my mom instantly starts to yell at me like what do you want me to do as she starting to back up as she saying this they got into it and he’s blaming me as she’s backing up and saying this she runs into the silver car that’s behind her. She continues to back up as, nothing happens. I’m telling her mom you just hit that car and it was like she started to have like a tantrum banging her back n head into the seat and smacking her hand on the steering wheel and like what do you want from me like I’m tired of this and she hit the car really hard two more times intentionally. Once my mom got there I felt let down and I felt like she put my brother before me once again him being mad at her came before my safety. The school on fire. My life could’ve been at risk, but because my brother was upset with her that everything and even though she came up to the school, she wasn’t actually there to come get me. The outburst wasn’t from me being pissed off. It was from me being hurt and let down once again.
before I woke up.
