13 Oct 2024
Dream
In my dream there was a toilet, but like an old-fashioned toilet, almost just like a bucket. It had a funnel and I put some food down in there. I'm not sure why, and the food was blocking the funnel like nuts and seeds. Um yeah and then we were like at a rave, some kind of rave, at a party, a group of us. I think we were going to put our stuff down in this hotel room first. But then, we went off to rave to this party but then one of the guys went off somewhere else. And I ended up carrying all his bags. Um like really heavy bags I had to carry. And I'd load myself up first with all these bags and then somebody else would help me. But there was only like a little bit left for them to carry because I'd already got it all. And I was like okay I'm going with these really heavy bags instead of sharing the load equally. Um and then... And then we got back to this hotel room but we didn't have it to ourselves so it was like a shared hotel room. And we didn't know the other people that were sharing it with them so I was just introducing myself saying hello. And the hotel room was really posh, really really beautiful. And there were lots of different beds and lots of different rooms. But to get to the kitchen you had to go through this other woman's or this other family's room. But they said they didn't mind. And I'd been like eating or chewing this clary sage stuff apparently. But it went really fluffy in my mouth and after I'd finished chewing it I wanted to put it somewhere. So I was trying to put this really white fluffy stuff, get it out of my mouth and put it in a bin and look for a bin but I couldn't find a bin in this hotel room and it was all really posh and new so again I ended up putting this stuff, this rubbish in the wrong place that wasn't the bin. Yeah and then I was like sleeping next to a man, I didn't know him but it was in the dark and we started, started like, our feet were just kind of touching each other and then like it started tickling, we started tickling each other's feet really softly and gently. Then I was staying in a castle somewhere, it was old fashioned, it was back in the old days, I'm not sure if it was a part of the rave thing or not, but I was staying in this castle and then all these baddies, like army men, soldier men, started to like storm the place and all of us who were there were really scared and were trying to escape and I also had either my little girl there or my son who I was trying to protect, so we were hiding behind these things, hiding behind like a shutter or something, but then I decided to try and escape and so we just, I grabbed my doors and I just ran past all the scary men and down the steps and we did manage to escape and get out, they didn't do anything. And then I was driving a car somewhere, trying to get somewhere, but the brakes weren't working. The foot brake or the hand brake, or they were, but it was really slow and difficult and I was getting really frustrated. I couldn't find where I wanted to go for a start. I kept going the wrong way or being in the wrong place, feeling lost. And, yeah, then when I was wanting to stop, the brakes wouldn't work. They took ages. The car slides into a stop and then the wheel, the steering wheel started to break and fall off in my hands as well. And I realised that this car was no good to me anymore. It was too old and too broken.
