13 Sep 2024
Dream
I was on a cruise that was going to a holiday destination, which I think was Spain. The cruise ship was big and the way that it was laid out kind of reminded me of an airport, but it had rooms to sleep in and the rooms were nice. For most of the dream I was alone but I was supposed to meet my mum and her partner there and my partner. When I got to the destination, my mum and her partner were there but they were in their room so I didn’t get to see them much and I felt confused, like I wasn’t supposed to be there. When I called my boyfriend to see if he had arrived, it seemed like he hadn’t even left home yet and I asked him if he had left home and he didn’t respond. The call then ended and I had to keep calling him but he didn’t pick up and this made me feel really upset and anxious. I then went into the main area of the ship which was like an airport check-in place and for some reason, we all had to sort through our suitcases. There were some people that I went to school with in the part where we had to sort through our suitcases but I didn’t talk to them much because I was worried about where my boyfriend was and trying to call him still. When I had everything sorted in my suitcase, I went to another bit that was also like a very large waiting area and two of my close friends were there, but again I was trying to find my partner. Then some riots started and one of my friends said that I should get my suitcase, as my suitcase was still in the other waiting area so I did but when I found my suitcase, it was open and I wasn’t sure if anything had been taken from it but I didn’t care. Then I saw the people who were rioting and they all had suitcases with the England flag on it and I wanted to get as far away as possible because they were being racist and horrible and even though I am English, I didn’t want to identify with that. Then as I was going back through to the other bit I saw one of the cleaners from work who is always nice to me and we were having a laugh about something. In another part of the dream, I was with my partner in some sort of cottage that was in the countryside. I dreamt that we were in his car outside of the cottage and he decided that he wanted to off-road his car up a small hill. I told him that it was a stupid idea and that he would get stuck but he didn’t listen, and somehow the car got stuck on a flat roof of the cottage that was around the same height as the hill. He couldn’t get the car off the roof and I said that we should get help, but we didn’t have phones so I said that we should knock on the neighbours doors but he refused and insisted that the situation was fine. I was getting frustrated because we needed the car to get to the next place that we needed to go but he kept insisting that the situation with the car on the roof was fine and that we didn’t need to go anywhere even though I felt that we did. So then because I needed to go and do something, I got my e-bike and decided that I would go on that and I was urging him to get on the back because I wanted him to come but he wouldn’t listen. I didn’t want to go without him but he wouldn’t get on my bike and that was where it ended.
