23 Nov 2023
Dream
I don't remember how this dream started, but I remember being in a vehicle, like a bus or a camper, sitting with a guy that I've been seeing. All of a sudden, an old ex-boyfriend gets in the vehicle, and sees me. I felt scared and judged. I remember thinking in the dream that he was going to give me a hard time for being with another guy that has brown hair and eyes. The ex-boyfriend looked almost homeless, his hair and beard were grown out, he was wearing a dirty beanie, and his jacket was in rough shape. He asked if he could speak to me, and the guy I was with put his arm around me and pulled me closer. I agreed, and though I knew he meant alone, I grabbed the other guys hand and brought him outside with us. As we were exiting the vehicle I made a comment about his graying hair, and how he was beginning to look like his dad. He proudly showed me a huge swatch of gray hair out if his otherwise very dark hair, we laughed about getting old and going gray. I told him that when we got outside he would be able to see my gray hairs in the sunlight. We were at a campsite with picnic tables. The ex and I went to one, I sat on top of the table and he stood next to me. The other guy walked around to another table, I kept waiting for the ex to make a comment about him, but he never did. The ex and I proceeded to have a conversation about how I had been, how he had been, and just casually catching up. It felt sad, though. I woke up and can't remember if we finished the conversation.
