30 Jan 2024
Dream
I was quite young in this dream I was late teens early 20s and I was at a resort of some kind with a group of people and what the action of the dream was was trying like enjoying being out in nature trying to take in the scenery There was a sunset at one point, and it was gorgeous, all pink and peach and purple and beautiful. And then the moon rose, and it was framed perfectly through a break in the clouds, and I was trying to get someone to come and see. At this point, I was on a train, and we were looking out the window of the train car at the sky, but the clouds had moved in, and it had started raining. And at this point in the dream, I became lucid. I realized I was dreaming, and so I took control, and I went and I told the boy who I was friends with that I just wanted to be friends with him, but I honestly really did want to be friends with him. I liked him a lot. I just didn't feel romantic about him. And he felt the same way, and we laughed about the pressure that our friends were putting on us, and we decided we didn't care what they thought. We would just be friends, but we would actually be friends. And then I went and found the boy that I did like, and I told him that I had a conversation with this other one and what we had decided, and I told him that I liked him, and I thought maybe he liked me back. And he said that he did, and we held hands, and he kissed me, and it was lovely, and it felt like maybe I healed something from my late adolescence and early adulthood through this dream. It felt healing. It felt really good in my body, like empowering. And that's all.
