5 Mar 2024
Dream
Had a dream I don’t remember fully. There was a party going on actually we were at this water amusement park or whatever, I didn’t know Tim was there and he told me to come meet his son but I went around the whole amusement park first and he was nowhere to be found after I ended up in the party seating areas then I walked over but it wasn’t him but I heard someone say he’s going to go deal with his ex wife and this like boy said something to me but I can’t remember his exact words, then my mom and sister Kayla popped up.
⁃ I ended up at my aunties Evette’s house and it was night time and we were getting ready to go but I walked to the door and it was a family of raccoons that were sleeping a mom and three or four baby raccoons and I was startled me at first then I wasn’t but my first instinct was to get them out the house but when I opened the door they didn’t want to leave they seem like they felt safer being inside the home . Someone walked in the room, one of my family members , and got freaked out seeing them and grabbed a broom and started chasing the momma raccoon around trying to hit her but she was dodging the hits . Meanwhile the baby raccoons kinda gathered around my legs. They didn’t feel or seem harmless or vicious or anything.. then my cousin Eric came down the stairs holding a laptop and a black bag but wasn’t concerned about the raccoons, it seemed like he was knowing they were already there. I go to open the door to go outside after the mama raccoon is done being harassed via aunties orders and then step out and start heading to the car but as I open the door, I opened up the door to what I knew was my home.
We end up in my big ass house and me and Kayla hopped in mom’s car. To go to the store, and again, as I opened the front door, I ended up in an old neighbor that was familiar with but not super familiar… I wasn’t quite my grandmas old street on Schoolcraft, but It felt like it and smelled like it, as I remember the smell so vividly. And there were people outside I didn’t know who they were, and I was wearing PJ pants and my blue PINK jacket, we hop in the car, drive to the store and Kayla, I don’t know how started talking about these sandwiches we used to have from this one particular grocery store and I was confused because she wasn’t even 1 when we stayed there so I know she knew nothing about those sandwiches at all… we ended up going to the store, it was yellow and red in color, and it was never that color growing up and as we walk in the same guy behind the counter who was there in another dream I had some days ago was there and he was like ohh you’re back!! And I was slightly confused but I did remember our previous interaction which was slightly similar to this one, only the first one I was by myself playing the lottery and the machine was messing up and he was saying that it was my fault when all I did was swipe a card … but anywho this time, I was with Kayla and we picked out a few alcohols and Kayla paid for them she handed cash, which I then handednmt to the man behind the counter, not recognizing that I handed my own card over too, I’m not even sure how it got in my hand but he makes a joke about how he hasn’t seen real money in forever or something to that affect but I’m stuck in trying to figure out what’s going on here because I know that I’m dreaming right now , and then the man tells me, you have to swipe your card and so I did again, not knowing how yet another card got in my hand. The man laughs because it didn’t work he said it this is. The second time you broke my machine, laughing still with a thick accent but I’m looking confused as to what… then these dudes walk into the store and I hear well you’re looking good today can I get your number Ouu you smell good and Kayla said thank you look good too, I turn to look and it was a taller dude with braids to his neck I couldn’t see his face but he had on blue and tan.
I was called back to the man behind the glsss and he was handing me change from the cash I gave him and the original card I handed him too, and I was again, confused because i don’t think we were supposed to have change and he taloldnme he didn’t try ti run my card and the machines are fake they only take cash inwas like okay. We walked outside and it was dark walking back the car as were crossing the parking lot a raccoon ran up out of no where and it scared me I screamed to get it off me but I realizing it wasn’t attacking me, but almost pleading with me in its eyes to say help it… but from what?? And then I felt like nahhhh this one is a lot more aggressive and vicious than the others and iscrammebed it off my leg and hurried in the car before it could get in. Somehow I was in the passenger seat and Kayla was in the drivers seat and she hits the brick wall in the driveway of the ghetto yet familiar neighborhood , but it’s like after she hit it, we instantly switched places and it looked as though I did it. I was freaking out kinda hard frfr!
I got out the car to look at the damage and it was slightly dented and the back passenger tail light was out and I was like kind thoeing a fit getting anxious asf and Kayla was like I’ll pay for it, but I’m like mom doesn’t have insurance this is going to be at least 4-6K because they’re gonna have to replace all these parts etc. and she was just looking at me like ‘okay…’
Mom came outside and said something but I wasn’t really tryna hear I was anxious ash because now I couldn’t seem to track if it was me who did that to the car or Kayla. When I walked in the door, the outside looked hood but the inside was the exact opposite of that! High ceilings, white interior with splashes of color here and there, white floors a gorgeous staircase and people dressed looking good not super fancy but well enough.
I remember having the thought where is my husband while simultaneously having an anxiety attack. I run on the stairs to find him in bed and beside him lay two chicken , one a baby who feels, cause I couldn’t see the faces about 2 months old and the other about 4 with the prettiest milk chocolate skin.. I could not see husbands face but I saw his body had tattoos as he was shirtless and I hopped on the bed after saying something a little passive aggressive. And it’s like he knew something wasn’t right I laid down on my side facing the night stand and he was held me and told me to talk to him and I started bawling crying 😭 really hard and I was making this weird painful sound that felt like it came from a place of raw hurt and he said yesss let it out and I was crying kayla and mom walked in and Kayla was like what’s wrong and I was crying and mumbling cause at this point I didn’t have the words properly formed and Kayla was like what?? And I was still crying and being consoled, then mom says oh you know Diamond always cries when she’s under fire then laughs and those words I stopped crying instantly. I sucked up my tears and although my mouth and jaw was still trembling begging me to let the sobs escape, I wouldn’t. Then I woke up
