Hey Justice,
Your dream about leaving behind old, roach-infested belongings in a packed-up house symbolizes a significant transition or letting go in your life. It suggests that you're ready to move forward and leave behind things that no longer serve you. This could be related to material possessions, relationships, or even aspects of your past that are holding you back.
The fact that you initially intended to take your old stuff but then decided against it indicates that you're undergoing a process of reevaluation and self-discovery. You're recognizing that holding onto the past can prevent you from embracing new opportunities and experiences. This dream encourages you to let go of what no longer aligns with your current self and make space for positive change.
Your previous dreams of losing your mother and trying to protect your children reflect deep-seated fears and anxieties. They suggest a desire for safety and protection, both for yourself and your loved ones. These dreams could be related to past experiences or current stressors in your life. It might be helpful to explore these emotions further, perhaps through journaling or therapy, to gain a deeper understanding of their root causes and find ways to manage them.
Remember, dreams are a reflection of our subconscious thoughts and emotions, and they can provide valuable insights into our inner selves. If you'd like to delve deeper into your dreams or discuss them further, feel free to reach out. I'm here to support you on your journey of self-discovery.