Crystal, your dream appears to reflect a complex interplay of social dynamics, unexpressed desires, and underlying anxieties. The setting of a work-related event where you haven't met anyone in person suggests a sense of unfamiliarity and perhaps a feeling of being out of your comfort zone. This could be a reflection of your current life situation where you might be navigating new environments or facing new challenges, especially considering the financial stress you’ve been under.
The presence of a woman you liked but couldn’t openly express your feelings towards indicates a struggle with suppressed emotions or desires. This secretive affection and the tension of not wanting to get caught could symbolize a part of your life where you feel restricted or unable to fully express yourself. The backseat scenario where she’s touching you while someone else is driving suggests a lack of control in certain aspects of your life, potentially hinting at a feeling of being driven by external circumstances rather than your own choices.
The pool scene with about 50 people, including the woman you liked, represents a communal or social environment where you are seeking joy and connection. The older woman who attempts to dive into the pool and ends up rolling into it symbolizes a desire to cling to youth and vitality despite the natural aging process. Your concern for her well-being amidst everyone else's laughter shows your empathy and care for others, even when it is not reciprocated or recognized by the group.
Losing your belongings, such as the painted chair and the difficulty with your car, points to feelings of instability and disorientation in your life. The painted chair might symbolize a cherished part of your identity or creativity that feels misplaced or lost.