Dream About Violent Monsoon Family Visit And Tragic Incident

A heavy rain, a squall, a monsoon even in the evening I’m getting carried up and away by the violent gusts I’m with my family, my father, mother and my infantile younger brother to be exact My father’s taking on a role of a stranger, and he truly does seem like he’s seeing the rest of us as one as we stay over at a middle aged couple’s house The host family, my younger brother and I get a bath in their house, the kind where you’d get in the tub together My younger brother pees in the bathroom while everyone else is in there We try to scoop out the pee water with the bath bucket and I have him just go away to the other room I’m stressing over how this would give the host family a bad impression while they try to take it lightly to no real avail The scene changes and now I’m flying over some traditional Japanese rural manor houses along some pristine flat river in the dusk It looks to be some kind of a riverside town, think Kawagoe or Mito There’s some random man, a snarky one accompanying my journey now So now the current number is actually another group of strangers who’s here to stay for their visit(like in murder mystery), myself, my younger brother and a looming, and unseen presence of my father Due to the frustrations with his incontinence in the bath again my patience runs out And I kill my younger brother on the first day of my stay here at this old decrepit but tasteful Japanese mansion by bashing his soft skull in and drowning him in the tub Soon as the blood stains the waters I start scooping them out, carrying my brother who, for some reasons are starting to resemble my mother and are rapidly shrinking and drying up like a cadaver in my hands, in a cloth as I go out to the large slopy home garden area cut out of the wild mountains to bury him there I come back with a dirt-stained baby doll wrapped around the blood-stained and washed orange towel in his place I keep myself shut in the house’s bedroom where I’m assigned, being paranoid that they’ll find out as they while away in the dining hall