Dream About Suicide And Hiding Wounds

I was in this flat and I decided to commit suicide so I slit my throat at the end, rang 111 and told them I was bleeding out. Then after a little while I realized that I wasn't bleeding out. So I got up and started shooting out the window until someone shot me a few times. I hit the floor and I was really bleeding out and an ambulance arrived. The cops arrived and they were trying to figure out who'd done it and I wasn't really saying anything. I just lie there wounded. I was kind of worried that everyone would figure out who'd done it. Then I had another dream where I got to work and I was starting to smoke weed while I was at work and I was smoking a bit of weed to get stoned. Then I started freaking out a little bit that someone would catch me smoking weed. So I was hiding my wound instead of smoking it.