Dream About Pirate Ship Storm

I was on an old pirate ship with my old classmates from Highschool and also my dad's part of the family and we were on our way to play a play on a stage but it started storming and I was really scared and some people just left the boat and left behind a little baby and I tried feeding it with it's bottle that it had with it but the bottle was empty so I tried giving it my breast and it sucked so hard, it really hurt and in the end all it got out was blood, cause I obviously don't have milk. Some of my classmates left the boat too so I gave my little brother the task to learn the drum part cause he's really good at drumming and I felt so relieved and happy when he was willimg to do it, he's such a good warm-hearted kid. At some part even the captain of the ship left it cause the storm was so bad and he didnt wanna die and some of my classmates went to steer the boat and we just kept rehearsing our play all while scared for our lifes and constantly falling over due to the turbulences and everyone was expecting me to take the lead and tell everyone what they should do but I was so overwhelmed and didn't know what to do. But the rehearsing kept us distracted and also kind of connected.