Dream About Limbo And Lost Loved Ones

I died and I was stuck in Limbo. I couldn’t find my spouse who was also dead. There was a hole that forces you to cross into the after life. I refused to go because i felt something holding me back. I saw a pool of water. Two horses were telling me where to go. They kept telling me to cross over. I kept saying something is holding me back and i had to wait for my spouse. I had a chance to hold my baby that died in miscarriage. I saw my spouse for a split second, everything went white and then they disappeared.