Dream About Invisible Horses And Weakness

I went with this man in a carriage with invisible horses, only I was dragged behind, barely hanging onto the carriage. After a while he noticed me and how weak I was and stopped to see if I was alright. I was stubborn and kept refusing his help, refusing food and water in the scorching sun. He held me as I laid on the ground in the desert, where I started twitching and shaking. My vision went blurry and all I wanted to do was hide from him and the other people passing by and gathering around to watch. I was so weak he was able to force me to drink some water. He kept holding me and I felt safe in his arms, but I hated it. I hated feeling weak and looking fragile. I was so weak that I ended up fainting, but in a way that felt like I was just falling asleep.