Dream About Gothic Party Ex Friends And Remembering Loved Ones

I was at a cool gothic party where everyone was dressed in darker clothing, and the house was really pretty too. It’s like I had been there before. I remember seeing alli, an ex best friend. Dena, and some other mutuals from high school were floating around as well and there was a beach area. My sisters and Dena wer exploring but I know I felt a bit torn whether to spend time with my sisters or friends. I then got up onto this weird half stage and I was reciting some poetry and music I wrote but with my back facing the crowd. The dream then switched around to me, Cameron and Joey and agape being in our friends home Andre, who had passed away. It was near Halloween and we were going through his closet and anything of his that had an attachment to his life. I found an old newspaper with things written in there or highlighted, circled… I eagerly started flipping through all of it just to get any piece of Andre that I could since he passed away. Joey, Cameron and agape were going through his clothes and splitting those up evenly. The newspaper had mentionings of god, the self, a beautiful picture of an angel with a blue dress and stars on her. I turn away from the newspaper and I go to the wardrobe where Andres clothes are. Joes mom suddenly appears too in a Halloween costume and smiles at me. I find a sweater that has a cat with a pumpkin on it but I become a little shy to ask if I can keep it. It made me happy on the inside knowing it was andres. Kaitlynn an old friend comes out of the closet randomly and snatches the sweater from my hand and begins talking about how nice it would be for her to keep it - the people pleasing part of me wants to give it to her, so I did. But as I walk away from the wardrobe I decide to turn back to it and grab it from Kaitlynn and say I was here first, and I asked for it first. When I turn around again joes mom is back and telling which one of his costumes I’d look good in (joes passed away too) and we start laughing at this dog costume together.