Dream About Feeling Left Out At School

I was at school during lunch. I was sitting outside with my usual friends. A few minutes earlier, as I was walking to school, my teacher had asked if I wanted to live in dorms with my best friend A. I was super excited and told her that would be great. Then she asked the best friend I was gonna be put with, but she wasn’t too enthusiastic about it. Like she didn’t mind or anything but she wasn’t happy about it. I felt kind of bummed that she wasn’t as excited about it as I was, and was more excited when she saw her other friend at lunch, who doesn’t seem to like me very much. Anyways, the other friend joined the three of us outside, and as usual only said hi to my best friend A. We talked as usual, but I also felt left out as usual. The same teacher asked the friend who doesn’t like me if she wanted to be in me and my best friend A dorm too. She said sure. I was upset that she did, because I knew it was going to be difficult to share with the two. I was scared of how they, or mostly her would treat me. I was scared of how long I had to stay in the dorm with my best friend A and her other friend who doesn’t like me. I left to go to the bathroom, and sat on the floor next to the trash to cry. I was trying to look under the stalls if anyone was around to hear me, and unfortunately there was. Before someone could leave the stall and see me crying, I quickly ran into the stall and used the restroom. There were three boys from my 6th period (art class) that were in the stall next to me. I was confused on why they were in the girls bathroom, and not just in their own bathroom. They were climbing on the toilet, and could see over the stalls since the walls were a little short. I made sure they couldn’t see anything by covering up. I quickly finished using the restroom, hopefully without them seeing anything, and went to wash my hands. I realized there was a weird old man sitting next to the trash can I was crying next to earlier. He started to ask me a question. I couldn’t hear him, so he repeated himself, I just answered shyly. He asked another question that I couldn’t hear, and he repeated himself another time. He asked one more question, once again I couldn’t understand, so I asked him to repeat himself. He started to get sort of upset and laughed because I couldn’t hear him. I explained to him that I was the worst at hearing and tried to laugh a little. Then, a random lady who works at the school walked up to me and asked for my name. I told her it, and then she just said “okay”. I left the bathroom. Everyone was walking inside since lunch was over and it was time to go to the next period. I was randomly talking to my moms ex boyfriends niece. She was always sort of nice to me. We made it to my next period, but weirdly it was the class I usually have BEFORE lunch, not after. I sat down and there were my three friends and there were two girls I didn’t even know much about, but they talk to my other friends so they sat next to us. I realized all my friends, including the random girls at my table were all wearing pink, except for my other best friend B, the one who was working on the project with, which was also weird because the project we were doing wasn’t in this class (science) but for the next class I was supposed to have after lunch (history). We all worked on the project and my other friends teased my friend B about being the only one not wearing pink like the rest of us. They always tease her sometimes about random stuff, but she doesn’t care. I was sitting next to best friend A, even though my project was with bee friend B, but she was sitting across from me. The friend that probably doesn’t like me show my friend B what she was doing for her project, and best friend B was jealous that she didn’t think of that idea. I looked up another idea for our project, and found a cool one. I said, “It’s okay, (friend B), we can just do this one!”. They all looked and friend B didn’t say anything. Didn’t think it was a good enough idea. I started to feel a little sad. I made a little unicorn for the project with clay, and used cottons for the hair. Friend B liked it, but was unsure if it would match our project. I felt like the idea wasn’t good enough or useful, but I still tried to glue it together. Time was running out and I tried my best to keep it together, but it kept falling apart. Best friend A waited a little, but then left. I was trying to put the project stuff together and was rushing for next period. I finally asked the science teacher if i could leave the project there for the rest of the day, but she didn’t give me a staple answer. I had one minute left and she just got on the phone and said she would have to ask somebody something. Finally I just left it there without and answer and left to history. I sat down, and I was in an abnormal seat. I was highly aware of not being in the right seat. The history teacher started to talk about a winter ball at our school. I just listened vaguely, knowing I probably wouldn’t go.