Dream About Faking Death And Anxiety

My partner being murdered telling family but then at the end realising we was faking his death. It started with me having an overwhelming feeling on anxiety and I thought there was a presence that was going to hurt me then it killed jon by making him trip and hitting his head on a boat propeller and split his head in two. I was extremely upset and woke up crying when i finally went back to sleep i was telling damily jon had died i had to tell his mum but then realised we was faking his death and he was alive and hiding