Dream About Escaping Abusive Ex

Starts off with the goal of trying to sneakily escape my abusive ex who has passed on -felt like I revisiting certain sketchy places/ and what seemed like familiar faces, one sketchy heavy set man specifically who made me uncomfortable (idk who, but I’ve seen that belly in 2 other really fucked up nightmares) -while visiting places I find an old camera flip phone and got excited, also feeling surprised to have found it - after finding phone I felt like I wasn’t supposed to be able to have it, like it wasn’t possible because I was in a different reality -called my mom not expecting for the phone to work, she answered in shock that I’m on the phone with her -all of a sudden my mom and I are next to each other and I’m telling her everything that’s happened so far -showing her pics from the phone I found, while I’m not feeling real at all then we come across a photo of a dead body wrapped in bloody white wraps laying in a grave that’s just been dug in lots of loose dirt -looking at the picture and at the chest specifically I knew somehow and felt deep inside that the body was mine and that I wasn’t alive , trying to solve my own murder . - I tried hiding it from my mom to spare her but she already processed it. - Then I’m in a waiting room all of a sudden with someone else who s familiar but they’re stuck trying to figure their own death over n over. - Woke up. Feeling uneasy as fuck