Dream About Burial And Family Tragedy 2

I had a dream that my brother passed away, and my dad and I buried him in the backyard of my childhood home while there was a layer of snow. The snow seemed to hush and quiet everything was which was at once soothing but also eerie. Other people were also there in the house, though I didn’t see my mom. I don’t know how my brother passed away , just something happened. I was devastated. Like truly devastated. Then I noticed that there were three graves that were filled of my dad, brother and mother. My dad was also in the dream but I didn’t question how I guess he was buried but also walking like there were two forms of him. I also kept asking my dad (walking) if he had called my sister in law but he wouldn’t answer me. Then my dad wanted me to use some kind of electric grave cleaner. I didn’t want to use it initially but then said I would. My dad got mad I hesitated so he started electrocuting me with it and wouldn’t stop also grabbing and twisting my actual veins in one area on my arm. There was a noise that kept getting louder as he twisted. The other people in the home didn’t stop what was happening though I kept asking for help. I just kept getting my veins twisted until I woke up because it hurt so much it was quite real. I was completely in terror. It was a lot of terror. I wanted to message my brother when I woke up to just say I was happy he was okay. But also felt lingering pain and terror from the being twisted