Dream About Bullying And Friendship Issues

It college, I saw a friend her name is Star but I also saw my ex-bully, Johnathan… and they are friends. Star claims that he’s a good friend. I’m skeptical but continue to hangout with them. Then we are racing who can get up the stairs faster and I forgot my bag downstairs. Then me and my family are on a plane. And when we arrive I get a big room in our new house, I was so excited to finally not have a tiny room. Then we go to a play and kindergarten kids are interrupting the play and imitating the dancers. Then a teacher blows a whistle and all the kids run out the door. Then back in my room I have a cardboard or glass sphere that I tear apart and put it back together without glue and hang it over my bed. My mom comes in and tells me what’s going on. I explain to her “I’ve been hurt by him before… I don’t want her to experience the same thing— but what if he did change? But he always looks that way until it’s too late. He lets be vulnerable with him, he looks nice, he’s a friend… until he turns around and starts bullying you…” *I smash the cardboard sphere, and pieces float down to my bed and on the floor.* “He studies you until he is able to emotionally hit you where it hurts. Then riles everyone up to do the same. And suddenly you’re alone..” We then have to pack everything up and head back on the plane, we had to leave a fancy bar early we were having a hybrid of coffee, tea, and margarita. Then back at college. I worked up the courage to ask Star while Johnathan is in classes. She opened her dorm door and I asked, “Has he really changed?” In my mind I was like “Please don’t tell him I’m suspicious of him. Please don’t tell him im suspicious of him..”. She just looked at me weird and said nothing, just standing in the doorway.