Skate

3 Aug 2024

Dream

i dreamt that my best friend nova came over to my house and it was storming and raining and the wind was so loud that you could hear it blow through the house like the walls were made of straw, i felt an ominous sensation like something bad would happen but having nova there joking about how shitty my house was made me feel a little better, there was a hole in my ceiling somehow and nova was stressing about trying to fix it, it was night time the entire dream even when i went to sleep and once i woke up nova was gone, but there were new neighbors in my neighborhood and a group of kids in my age group came with them. i ignored them because i prefer to stay to myself, but in the dream i was trying to learn how to skate because my friend li started to teach me and i never got very far. so i'd go out at night and try to skate and those kids were always watching me and i didnt know why. they would try to talk to me and i'd say a few words then walk away because i wasn't interested in befriending them but i wanted to be cordial. one night i went out and one of the boys from the group came to talk to me. he seemed like a nice kid so i tried to engage in the conversation, i was walking as i talked though so he was following me, then once i was far away from my house i noticed the rest of the boys from the group were following me too, and among that group were 2 boys who have sexually assaulted me in the past suddenly i didnt feel safe so i tried to slowly walk away from them but they kept following me, then one of the boys who'd assaulted me said "hey why don't we all agree that we should just rape this bitch" and he grabbed me and i started screaming no and trying to fight him off me but there were about 5 or 6 guys including the one who i initially thought was a nice kid, he seemed like the youngest of the group so he was just going along with whatever they did and he seemed to have a crush on me so i guess in his mind he felt it would be convenient to follow after them. i kept screaming and crying then i woke up crying i was covered in sweat and my room felt like a volcano,, i fell back asleep a few moments later then there was a woman and she had swords all around her house and she told me i needed to learn to protect myself and that she'd teach me,, she let me start learning to fight with a sword by lending me a small dagger that she attached to a spear, i had a lot of fun training with her and gained an emotional attachment to her like a guardian figure, but every now and then i'd hear loud banging coming from a room in her house. one day the banging was the loudest it had ever been and she told me she'd be right back and it was probably best if i left, and that she'd called my mom to come pick me up. i stayed while she went into the room and i heard her talking to someone, she was telling them to calm down and that she would figure out a way to help them go back to who they were before, but then i heard her screaming, i went to see what happened and there was a monster i cant even describe and it had clawed through her chest and bit off her head, i ran to the other room and opened the window and ran, i kept running and i knew not to go back home because i didnt want to guide that thing to my house since it was only a few blocks away. i then remembered she told my mom to go there to pick me up and i started to panic thinking it would get to my mom, so i texted her urging her not to go to the house or go back home and to drive far away from there, and she said okay and i told her i was going to try and go to my boyfriends house since it was far away, but the thing kept chasing me, eventually i reached the city and some group of people caught the monster and killed it. i was already afraid and in shock so i still wanted to see my boyfriend so i kept going. eventually i somehow got stuck in a jail but not as a prisoner, the police told me in order to get out i had to go on a detour through the prison to get to the exit. while i walked through the prison i got catcalled and mocked by the prisoners and although the police "ordered" the prisoners not to touch me they'd still grope and harass me and it made me uncomfortable. the police told me i wasnt allowed to bring my shoes in so i left them at the door expecting them to give them back to me at the exit but once i got there they told me i wasn't supposed to leave them and that somebody probably had already took them by now. i was really upset because i'd worn my dcs with my bone attachments and those were my favorite shoes so i went back inside hoping to find them, but i got lost once i went back in

21 Jul 2024

Dream

I'm skateboarding around town as though I'm in an extreme sports video game on level expert. Everyone around me sees me and knows who I am and is cautious to approach me because my reputation is that I'm spoken for by the toughest street gang member in the area and he's made it clear that I'm not to be messed with. I'm turning the corner when I'm suddenly in the passenger seat of a car that's being driven by a younger male I've never met, and there's a few people in the back seat being very rambunctious but I can't see who they are. We begin to fall off a cliff, but the car floats slowly down into a thick forest of pine trees covered in snow, and we slide to safety.

21 Jun 2024

Dream

I had a dream I was walking alone in a long road . Then I was on a skateboard . Went to a store looking to buy ice cream but it was blocked by a chinise man so I said never mind and kept on walking back on the road

24 Nov 2023

Dream

Me and my best friend Ana were starting college together. It was our first day, but I overslept!! She was already gone! I had no idea what class we were supposed to go to, or how we were meant to dress, so I just quickly grabbed the clothes that seemed the most common and ran. When I got there I was in awe, the place was huge! It was beautiful! I even went "Woow..." and did a whole turn to really look at the place. I saw some guys walking by and smiled to establish friendliness. I jogged up the stairs and hurried to find where Ana was, but next thing I know people are just exiting rooms! I thought "Oh no! I can't full on miss my first class on the first. Day!!" But people were already entering and I just ran to find my friend Ana. I quickly saw her enter another class and I bolted for it. I entered, and Ana seemed upset with me. Later in the day, I was lost in the building and Ana was gone again. Heading home with her own new friends. I was just walking around when I suddenly saw the classroom door of my first class which I missed was still open. I entered and the male teacher was still there. I decided to jokingly ask if I could try to do what everyone did, and he could consider that I was there after all! It was a joke but he agreed! And I regretted it because he was very cute... But I still did it despite the fact that for some reason it was a gym class. I struggled a bit but he helped me! I nearly fell in love! But thankfully, as soon as I finished I thanked him for letting me make up my absence and ran out the door. Then I saw the guys I waved at earlier. I followed them out, and saw Ana was still walking out. I looked around and saw a bunch of roller skates laying around a stone bench in the quad. The number of skates matched the number of people in Ana's friend group. I thought of asking if anyone would teach me, but suddenly I heard a groan. I turned and one of my new awkward friends was getting attacked by a huge guy! I hurried to help them, but all I did was draw attention to myself. They dropped my friend, and grabbed me instead. He said I was cute. He took me somewhere dark and started trying to rape me!! I looked at my new friend but he was literally just standing there frozen in fear. I sighed and just defended myself. Thankfully with a good kick I won and ran away as fast as I could. I finally arrived at the apartment me and Ana were living in together. Her mother and younger sister were living with us, too. The house was very cluttered. When I was telling Ana about the parts of my day she missed, I noticed I accidentally tore open one of her stuffed toys. I told her quickly I could repair it but she grabbed it from my hand and angrily said it was fine and that she'd do it herself! She did the stitches to wide, and I told her I could still fix it but she kept refusing me! So I went to play with her younger sister. A while later I saw a baby was just IN. THE FRIDGE?? I was so confused but the baby was okay. I quickly took it to the mom and just took a deep breath.

23 Nov 2023

Dream

I had a dream that I was at one of my ex boyfriends house. I thought I was going to marry him at one point and one day he just came home and didn't love me anymore. I was very dumb founded. But I was at his house with his son. And his wife was not there. My Two kids were also there and we were all hanging out. Then his wife comes home as I'm in the bath room. So I hide in the shower and my leg won't go straight so it was kinda poking the shower curtain. And she says "taylor what the heck is going on" and pulls the front of the curtain back and doesn't see anything but can tell there is water in the tub. So she leans in further to unplug it and sees me. She shrunk in size and then passed out. She was laying on her back in an inch of water asleep. Taylor rushes me out the bathroom and says, she'll be out for a while and then won't remember. So him, the kids and I went to a restaurant we use to go when we were together. It was just a walk away so we all walked and ate as we walked. We got back to his house and were in the play room and his parents came by. Do we all hid while his wife was talking to them and I was like let's just leave and go out the window. He was like no cause they think you were the whole problem and I don't want them to see you. So me and the kids were hiding under blankets. The dream cut out and then I was at a medical business place. For some reason I was in a wheel chair grabbing papers to leave. I left. Then dream cuts and I'm at church with my baby's dad. There's this girl eith red hair and she goes "hey chelsey!" And said something sassy I can't remember. And I said "hey Ariel" and laughed and so did everyone else. & this person comes up behind me and tells me that something like having kids out of wedlock is against our religion and everyone here sees you as the problem. So I got up and left but my baby's dad handed her my dildo. And then I hear this loud scream and she runs after me in the parking lot and I beat her up. Then my baby's dad and I were at this shopping mall. It had a bowling alley inside it and I had on skates. I was riding backwards and rolling in circles kinda like the Olympic roller skating. Then my baby's dad joined me in skating and held me so gently and looked happy to share the moment with me. Then he and I are talking to one of his friends. After talking to his friend, it's him and I in a bedroom. He is talking to Taylor's wife telling her that he has done alot for her and didn't appreciate the attitude this morning and her passing out. (Now, in my dream, the kid and the girl were Aaron's, not taylors) and he motioned for me to go away. And I'm just thinking of course. This dude use to do this to me too. So I said fuck him and left. Then I see on the TV that there's a girl from a football game in 1883 having and interview with someone about how she's from the future and has no clue how she got there. Then she starts to dissappear. I assumed it was cause she told them. My baby's dad was also watching this. Then I jumped to this place with trains and doors. And the doors were labeled with themes like sports, cars, money. My daughter almost went into the sports one but I told her no because whatever one we go in is what kind of dream we will have. So we went in the food door. And was in this grocery store where everyone is just eating everything like in willy Wonka. So we grabbed a brownie and candy and were eating it and Bailey saw ice cream and grabbed some. We saw kids having some cake and she put ice cream on top of their cake for them. Then I woke up.