I Dreamt Of Suicidal Thoughts

My mom brang me to a counselor and they had me go to sleep in the backseat of a truck, the counselor told me strictly to not drive the truck. As I got situated in the backseat, the truck started rolling into oncoming traffic. I started to panic as it got closer to the road when the guy came back and got me. Then I was inside an office and the councelor was now my teacher. My mom asked him if he could drive me to the appointments after school so she didn’t have to. Then it was the next day and I was going to school when my teacher set down a folder across the hall from my locker with my name on it and walking away. As he walked I way I went to go and look at it and on it it had written ‘suicidal thoughts’. I then opened the folder up to see notes ‘shaky’ ‘panic’ ‘Paranoid’ and so on. I started to walk to him with the folder until I stood infront of him. As I stood he looked at me and said ‘yea…’ All I could do was stand there trying to think of something to say but I couldn’t. As I panicked I woke up.