Sophie, your dream is a complex and rich tapestry of emotions and subconscious symbolism. The campsite setting represents a transitional phase in your life, a place of both safety and uncertainty. The presence of both men and women, with a focus on women, could symbolize your inner circle and support network, particularly as a widow and single mother. The barn-like appearance of the camp suggests a sense of confinement or restriction, perhaps reflecting your feelings of being trapped in certain aspects of your life, such as grief or responsibilities. The dream's emphasis on the number of people, especially the 46 ladies, may signify a desire for connection and belonging, as well as the weight of responsibility you feel as a mother and a woman. The lack of names exchanged with the four ladies could indicate a sense of anonymity or a need for deeper personal connections in your waking life. The discussion about families and the sharing of stories, particularly about the loss of a child, points to unresolved emotions and the need for healing. Your interaction with the older woman and her lost son, Benjamin, may symbolize your own grief and the fear of losing your son, Elias. The mention of Leah and Maria, along with the details about Mariah's son, Bick, might reflect your desire for your own son to be safe and protected. The sudden change of scenes and the evacuation could represent a fear of sudden change or unexpected events in your life, leading to a sense of urgency and anxiety. The evacuation training and the subsequent evacuation itself might mirror your inner preparation for coping with challenges and emergencies, both practical and emotional. The absence of the lady you went inside with, as well as the disappearance of your son, Elias, and the increasing fire, could symbolize feelings of loss, abandonment, and the overwhelming fear of being unable to protect those you love. Overall, your dream seems to reflect a mix of grief, anxiety, and the yearning for security and stability in the face of life's uncertainties. It's important to explore these emotions further and seek support to navigate through these feelings.